Daemon's Quill SG We were never meant to be When in your heart there is no space for me You were everything but a million miles away Will you beckon me to stay? So I cried and tears eventually followed To take you out and have that space in my heart hollowed Melting every memory of you from the day we part To leave myself with an empty heart Yet a shard of ice still pricks my soul That lies deep in my flesh leaving me cold I shy away from your shadow to keep myself sane But fate keep bringing me back to this narrow lane Though I saw you again after such a long time Our friendship was already past our prime I bidded goodbye but you couldn't hear We are so far yet so near Someone had already replaced you on my mind Yet I still hope our friendship will rewind Even though we were never meant for each other We can still be friends together
DeadPoet SG Your last stanza reminds me of someone many many years ago. Although it will be great to renew our friendship but it is really quite impossible she wants nothing to do with me. Time might lessen the pain, but will never heal a wound especially one so deep. Well, so be it, so be it.
icyprincess SG reminds me of what is happening to me now... is it better to continue be frens or just move on with our own lives and have nothing else to do with each other? i.c.y
icyprincess SG cos if we are still frens, it will be even harder for me to move on...imagine having to see him everyday and then still have to hold back the tears... i.c.y
Daemon's Quill SG There are more remote reasons to look at. Having known that once we're apart, I knew it would be difficult for us to have a simple talk since it would be a subject of gossips. Gossips do hurt relationships and I am very mindful since she suggested the idea, I had already decided to move on and find someone to look forward to. As for how to explain to others that things and circumstances are not once what they thought to be, it would be a complicated mess. It hurts to see a friendship lost, but it would be better that than to watch it rot away and manifest into hatred. What was never meant to be, will never meant to be, and I can only look upon my next star and place my hopes in it. To bitterly put this into words is my only way to vent this little frustration.
icyprincess SG i know what you mean, DaemonQuill...yea, it is frustrating to lose a close friend but until now, I still think this is the best way to let both of us heal properly and get out of it as fast as we could. I think I am already healing... What is meant to be will be, and I believe that everything does happen for a reason... i.c.y
