Not sure whether this should be here..but this was really
intense when I wrote it.
Is this for real?I think so.I
want it to be so.To dream of this is soo automatic and soo easily
gotten that I fear that I might have delusions, too much of
them.Its like when you're thirsty in the desert and all your
thoughts are of the water that you want and seek, this affects your
brain to the extent that you subconsciously attune your senses to
mask anything you see as water.Heh, what if I'm hallucinating?Or am
I too paranoid that I'm missing the reality that is actually taking
place right now?So many questions, only one person can answer
that.You.Yes, you.To you, I love you.Nothing more nothing less.I'm
brutally honest with myself....The bluntness will not drive you
away, that I'm sure of.Thing is ...Is this just a phase?Or am I
back on the road to recovery?
*Looks up at the starry nite..gives thanks to Him out
there...Smiles as he thinks of one angel out of the billions that
He crafted. [/i][/b]