DP: AT, are you there?
AT: Yeah
I am around.
DP: I wish to apologize to you.
AT: Apologize for what?
DP: I shouldnt shout at you yesterday.
AT: Its okay, beside you are right, I am a loser.
DP: Dont say that, I am suppose to help you, but I end up making
you feel more miserable instead.
AT: The truth is always bitter.
DP: I am surprise you didnt kill me.
AT: I am not so petty.
DP: Tell you what; you are most welcome to come here to chitchat
with me. If you have any problems you can also let me know, if I
cant help you there are people here who can.
AT: I will consider.
DP: You will not regret this.
AT: I hope so, by the way on a lighter note; now everyone knows
that you are married.
DP: That is incorrect. AT is married, DP is not. I am single and
unattached. I am still available.
AT: I dont know whether to cry or laugh.
DP: Haha, you dont have to envy me, remember I exist because you
exist.
AT: Thats true. So you can continue to be your bachelor
here
.
DP: Which is something you can only dream about.
AT: I have better dream.
DP: Frankly speaking, do you still think about her? 14 years is a
long time you know.
AT: Like Ive said, I dont consciously think about her. Ive
buried her deep inside my heart, my memory. But occasionally I do
dreamt about her, but as times passes such dreams are getting fewer
and fewer. It is only when I accidentally bumped into her, memories
of the past began to reappear to haunt me.
DP: But if you have really gotten over her, these memories should
no longer haunt you.
AT: You have a point there. So maybe, a small part of me is still
fighting back, still refusing to accept the reality.
DP: Hmm
it seems that one can never really forgets about his/her
first love.
AT: I am glad you understand.
DP: But not forgetting doesnt mean you must continue to hang on to
it. You must move on. Nothing in this world is constant, maybe
expect changes. See this in a different perspective, see this as
just a chapter in your Book of Life. See this as part of growing
up. Most importantly, you are now married; you have a new role to
play with new responsibilities. I think you know what I mean.
AT: I know.
DP: Let's stop here, I need to check my other posts.
AT: Sure, you go ahead and do what you must do.
DP: Okay. See you.
AT: See you.
