I understand...cos I am going thru the same way myself. I have
decided to sever all ties with him, even the friendship tie. A lot
of people are saying that I am either cruel or immature, but they
never know just how hard it is for me to make this decision.
I have decided that this is the best way to ensure that both of us
will be able to move on in the shortest amount of time, because
last time when I was with my ex crush, it took me 2 years to foget
him because we remain frens. I mean, I never regret that, we are
still very close even until now. But after that bout, I jsut dun
feel like I am up to another one now. Hence, my decision to not see
him anymore.
It hurts like hell. Especially when I am overwhelmed and need
someone to talk to, I wud be reminded of the time we used to spend
talking, sharing happiness and problems...even as I write this, my
tears are threatening to fall. But I told myself not to regret, to
continue to walk on and not turn back.
Because I think this is the best for both of us. Frankly, things
have turned so awkward I can't even see us being friends in the
near future...
As for you, if you think you are really over her, then of cos you
can hang out with her. In fact I saw an article about this the
other day, I will post it here soon cos it has something to do with
this topic as well.
As for me, my wounds are still very raw so I think it is better
that I do not see him anymore...
i.c.y
