Attended a relative's wedding yesterday. She's a year my senior
and both of us attended the same pri and sec school. Thru the
years, my parents had not compared my achievements (or lack of it)
with anyone else except with her. She's really pretty, i'm not. She
got a killer figure while i can kill you with my figure. She got a
glam job, i got a blah job. She married a somebody (in the local
sports scene), had a $900++ per table wedding and i? i am still
struggling to get a decent job.
sometimes i wonder if there is something wrong with me, my view of
life. everybody is aiming 'higher' (like some gal frens of mine who
only dates guys who drives) while i am just floating along. should
i change myself and do wat others are doing? i wonder if i would be
happier that way 
haiz... zhen de shi yi zhong mi yang bai zhong ren (it means one
kind of rice feed many kinds of people)
