Everytime I have any evil thoughts, I would come here to post. I
don't want to corrupt other fourms with my sick postings. This is a
place for my treatment ...
May the Creator forgive me ... I really do not wish to hurt
anybody. But when the beast within me awake, my emotions run wild,
beyond my control. Every battles with it are so tiring. Many times,
it almost won, but usually at the last minute I manage to pull
back. I don't know how long I can hold on...
