err.. since you said he's ur ex, how come still propose to you?
You claimed that he can't get over you, but I think that's absurd
unless you are still in 'close contacts' with him even up till now
isn't it? And giving him all the 'false hopes'... If he feels like
a stranger to you, why haven't you just shrug him off your mind but
instead you left a topic with the title :-( ??? What's there to
sulk about since you already know your decision? Shouldn't you be
happy about it? 
