p|p| SG going wif friends got its own advantages but going wif family can b fun too jus depend on how u see it.... me also looking forward to going wif friends... was supposed to go on a cruise to nowhere during june but haiz... was cancelled.... no sea to "bio" liao..... hope to see shoals of fishes... big 1 better still....
the Bear SG well, i know my folks too well.. the will wake up at 6am and run around a lot... if i follow them, i'll need a vacation from my vacation... if i do not, they nag and nag.. adding to the stress.. so better they go by themselves, i go by myself
p|p| SG hehehe.... ur folks n mine different ma... but to haf someone to nag is better than none. me wanna spend as many time wif them as i can..... me lacking of parental love.......
p|p| SG nah.... u think so easy to find 1 ma.... u didnt go read my storlli in the heartbreak hotel ah.... now so disappointed already....... jus intend to work n earn $$$ my labbit will keep me accompany
the Bear SG nah.. never read stuff in there coz i'm a hopeful and hopeless romantic who is an eternal optimist had a heartbreak which would probably kill a lesser man... moped around, then bounced back... refuse to be sad or jaded.. there will be someone out there for me! was a distressingly (to others) happy person before i met her, then after i got on my feet again, am again almost disgustingly happy i hope to be able to share my joy with someone i would fall in love with one day read what i wrote in Dead Poets' Society.... the Poetic Verse thread
p|p| SG hmmm....... dunno where............. but from the way u type onli shows something....... u haf not recovered or not completely recovered lor.......
p|p| SG cos before those words for describing happiness ..... u haf always added words which are beginning if DIS.... which is describing something bad or negative..... so it is not normal..... u r jus trying to appear happy-go-lucky but in actual fact u r..... u r in disguise till u realli found someone u love
p|p| SG ur poet also explains how u feel towards love already…. would someone who is happy n in love type out something like dat??? i guess not …. no one would like to haf negative tots wen they haf got a gf/bf…. onli those ppl whom r outta love would go appreciate these sad phrases/verses/poems n etc lor cos those in love or haf fully recovered would find it to b someting wonderful not so saddening 1 la.
the Bear SG nah.. it's a morbid sense of humour i have also, it's a way of speech picked up accidentally from a long time ago... after reading an interview with singer Bjork... she's weird... and she was happy at that time... and when asked, she said: "i'm violently happy" was thinking.. sheesh... what a quirky and wonderful way to express extreme happiness
p|p| SG tonite is such a boring nite no one to poke fun of...... haiz......... axel not here cannot ka jiao him also.... hahaha......... think he realli go chop seats liao.... silli realli
the Bear SG i almost flunked my o-levels literature... and some people who have lived through heartache, remember love, and are very happy even when they aren't... because it was hard during the tough times.. when they were unhappy... but after a while, time wears away the sharp edges of the pain.. one learns that we can be happy anyway different shades and different types of things can make one happy sometimes i think if i looked at myself now the way i was in the past, i'd call myself mad... i'd look at something like a bird on a wing, and i find it is beautiful and find myself smiling... grinning... and there's joy in my heart... i don't know why but i accept it gratefully! then i remember... i was like that long ago... when i was very very young.. and i'm glad i found this joy in simple things again... something people these days tend to dismiss... strange thing huh? but i figure... hey! i'm blessed! and somehow, thinking that God up there has blessed me, makes me all the more happier! i don't even attempt to fight this anymore coz, i figure, hey! i'm happy so why should i try to analyse the heck out of it?
p|p| SG [quote]Originally posted by the Bear: [b]i almost flunked my o-levels literature... hahaha... mi O level lit also almost gone case ah....... haiz..... in class beri easy 1 every1 score not tt bad but wen it come to O level ...... all scored jialat jialat.... anyway it has been a past for those unhappiness ... now its time to "chong ci" again lo....... jus wonder how nice it would b if im jus 1 pet.... no worries everyday got ppl feed, talk to, play wif me n shower me wif love n affection......... *dear god, can i request to b a pet in my next life?
the Bear SG i just couldn't be bothered then when i was in sec school, we only needed 5 subjects to get into JC or Poly... i knew my subjects would come from the 2 Maths, Physics and Chemistry plus English so i could not be bothered with the rest... wanted to go to Poly tho'... ended up in JC
p|p| SG same as us now L1R4 = 5 subjects .... but wif points lor... so over a certain points den cant go poly or a better course...
