WHAT THE BUDDHA
NEVER SAID “There is no self”
“Nope,
never said that, either.”—The Buddha Thanissaro Bhikkhu
tricycle
The Buddha was careful to classify questions
according to how they should be answered, based on how helpful they
were to gaining awakening. Some questions deserved a categorical
answer, that is, one that holds true across the board. Some he
answered analytically, redefining or refining the terms before
answering. Some required counter-questioning, to clarify the issue
in the questioner’s mind. But if the question was an obstacle on
the path, the Buddha put it aside.
When Vacchagotta the wanderer asked him
point-blank whether or not there is a self, the Buddha remained
silent, which means that the question has no helpful answer. As he
later explained to Ananda, to respond either yes or no to this
question would be to side with opposite extremes of wrong view
(Samyutta
Nikaya 44.10). Some
have argued that the Buddha didn’t answer with “no” because
Vacchagotta wouldn’t have understood the answer. But there’s
another passage where the Buddha advises all the monks to avoid
getting involved in questions such as “What am I?” “Do I exist?”
“Do I not exist?” because they lead to answers like “I have a self”
and “I have no self,” both of which are a “thicket of views, a
writhing of views, a contortion of views” that get in the way of
awakening (Majjhima
Nikaya 2).
So how did we get the idea that the Buddha
said that there is no self? The main culprit seems to be the debate
culture of ancient India. Religious teachers often held public
debates on the hot questions of the day, both to draw adherents and
to angle for royal patronage. The Buddha warned his followers not
to enter into these debates (Sutta Nipata 4.8), partly because once the sponsor of a
debate had set a question, the debaters couldn’t follow the
Buddha’s policy of putting useless questions aside.
Later generations of monks forgot the warning
and soon found themselves in debates where they had to devise a
Buddhist answer to the question of whether there is or isn’t a
self. The Kathavatthu, an Abhidhamma text attributed to the time of
King Ashoka, contains the earliest extant version of the answer
“no.” Two popular literary works, the Buddhacharita and Milinda Panha, both from around the first century CE, place
this “no” at the center of the Buddha’s message. Later texts, like
the Abhidharmakosha
Bhashya, provide
analytical answers to the question of whether there is a self,
saying that there’s no personal self but that each person has a
“dharma-self” composed of five aggregates: material form, feelings,
perceptions, mental fabrications, and consciousness. At present we
have our own analytical answers to the question, such as the
teaching that although we have no separate self, we do have a
cosmic self—a teaching, by the way, that the Buddha singled out for
special ridicule (MN 22).
“There is no self” is the granddaddy of fake
Buddhist quotes. It has survived so long because of its superficial
resemblance to the teaching on anatta, or not-self, which was one of the Buddha’s
tools for putting an end to clinging. Even though he neither
affirmed nor denied the existence of a self, he did talk of the
process by which the mind creates many senses of self—what he
called “I-making” and “my-making”—as it pursues its
desires.
In other words, he focused on the karma of
selfing. Because clinging lies at the heart of suffering, and
because there’s clinging in each sense of self, he advised using
the perception of not-self as a strategy to dismantle that
clinging. Whenever you see yourself identifying with anything
stressful and inconstant, you remind yourself that it’s not-self:
not worth clinging to, not worth calling your self
(SN
22.59). This helps you let go of
it. When you do this thoroughly enough, it can lead to awakening.
In this way, the not-self teaching is an answer—not to the question
of whether there’s a self, but to the question that the Buddha said
lies at the heart of discernment: “What, when I do it, will lead to
my long-term welfare and happiness?” (MN 135). You find true happiness by letting
go.
Some ways of selfing, the Buddha and his
disciples found, are useful along the path, as when you develop a
sense of self that’s heedful and responsible, confident that you
can manage the practice (Anguttara Nikaya 4.159). While you’re on the path, you apply
the perception of not-self to anything that would pull you astray.
Only at the end do you apply that perception to the path itself. As
for the goal, it’s possible to develop a sense of clinging around
the experience of the deathless, so the Buddha advises that you
regard even the deathless as not-self (AN 9.36). But when there’s no more clinging, you
have no need for perceptions either of self or not-self. You see no
point in answering the question of whether there is or isn’t a self
because you’ve found the ultimate happiness.
The belief that there is no self can actually
get in the way of awakening. As the Buddha noted, the contemplation
of not-self can lead to an experience of nothingness
(MN
106). If your purpose in
practicing is to disprove the self—perhaps from wanting to escape
the responsibilities of having a self—you can easily interpret the
experience of nothingness as the proof you’re looking for: a sign
you’ve reached the end of the path. Yet the Buddha warned that
subtle clinging can persist in that experience. If you think you’ve
reached awakening, you won’t look for the clinging. But if you
learn to keep looking for clinging, even in the experience of
nothingness, you’ll have a chance of finding it. Only when you find
it can you then let it go.
So it’s important to remember
which questions the not-self teaching was meant to answer and which
ones it wasn’t. Getting clear on this point can mean the difference
between a false awakening and the real thing.