The Present Moment
Jack Petranker
The "present moment" is on
everyone's lips nowadays. But do we really know what we mean by it?
The philosophers of antiquity help us get underneath the
cliché.
In the history of Buddhism, popular
movements that present meditation as a relatively simple practice,
accessible without extensive training, are nothing new. It happened
in 8th-century China, and again in 19th-century Burma. And—growing
directly out of the Burmese movement—it is happening again in
today’s secularized mindfulness movement, represented most notably
in the practice of MBSR, or Mindfulness Based Stress
Reduction.
Wherever such movements flourish, a
backlash quickly develops. No one denies the potential benefit from
learning to calm or focus the mind, but many Buddhist teachers
worry that an approach may be easy and give immediate benefits and
yet risk discarding essential elements in the Buddha’s teachings.
And so the battle is joined. Does the secularized mindfulness
movement zero in on the most vital points, or is it just
“McMindfulness,” a simplified, less nourishing version of dharma
that turns meditation into a form of self-help?
The debate will no doubt continue, yet both
sides fail to ask an essential question: if MBSR presents
mindfulness as “purposeful, nonjudgmental attention in the
present moment,” do we really know what we mean by the present
moment? Can we assume in advance that we know how to maintain
present-moment attention? Asking these questions will do a lot to
clarify what the mindfulness movement does and does not do. If we
understand what goes on in the present moment and how best to
engage it, we may discover new resources for bridging the divide
between traditional mindfulness practice and the current
mindfulness boom.
Starting Way Back
Around the start of the Common Era, and for
centuries afterward, several flourishing schools of Western
philosophy, especially the Stoics and the Epicureans, presented
their teachings much as Buddhism does: as a way of life and a path
to deeper realization and profound peace. As far as we know,
followers of these schools did not practice sitting meditation in
the Buddhist sense, but they did offer a meditative approach to
daily life, based on cultivating the insights of their founders.
Both schools emphasized the importance of present-moment attention,
and their teachings are helpful in reflecting on how we understand
mindfulness today.
Why look back to the past, instead of
striking out on our own? For one thing, wisdom is scarce, and it’s
always good to seek guidance from the great thinkers of the past.
More fundamentally, however, the dialogue between Buddhism and the
West in recent decades has been too narrow in its range. In our
historically-challenged culture, we seldom look back at the sources
that shape how we make sense of our lives. There are plenty of
people ready to tell us about the links between Buddhism and
psychology, and others who see interesting possibilities for a
conversation between Buddhism and science. Some look to the 18th-
and 19th-century Romantics, such as Schiller and Blake, or reach
back to individual philosophers, such as Spinoza or Nietzsche. But
if that’s as far as we go, we are leaving out of account more than
2,000 years of Western thought.
Because the Stoics and the Epicureans share
with Buddhism a concern for how to live one’s life well, they are
natural conversational partners for the meeting of dharma
traditions with the West. In fact, their worldview may be closer to
a Buddhist outlook than anything we are likely to find by sifting
through the insights of the materialistic, nihilistic thinkers of
our own time. You could put it this way: can the Buddha’s teachings
truly transform who we are when we don’t know in any deep sense who
we have been?
Three Ways to Be Present
When we bring the Stoic and Epicurean
teachings into the picture, it makes sense to distinguish at least
three different ways to practice being attentive in the present.
All three figure in the current debates, but usually they are not
clearly separated out. For clarity’s sake, we can call them
therapeutic presence, joyful presence, and mindful presence.
Therapeutic Presence
One way to practice present-moment
attention is to let go of the past and the future. The guiding
principle is hardly subject to debate: we all spend a lot of our
time obsessing about the past and the future—worry, regrets,
replaying and anticipating, making plans, falling into fantasies
and daydreams. If we can learn to drop such characteristic moves,
our world becomes a simpler, kinder, friendlier place, and we can
live without all those desires, judgments, and the like. Here’s how
Jon Kabat-Zinn, the founder of MBSR, put it in an interview: “Quite
simply, the future is not here. . . . The past is already over. We
have to deal with things as they are in the moment. . . . Healing
and transformation are possible the moment we accept the actuality
of things as they are.”
A wide range of Buddhist texts and teachers
make the same point, and it has become central in the modern
mindfulness movement. As Thich Nhat Hanh writes in a book on
mindfulness, “From now, I’ll use the term ‘mindfulness’ to refer to
keeping one’s consciousness alive to the present
reality.”
Here we can start to make some comparisons,
because the Stoics gave the same advice. Marcus Aurelius wrote, “If
you separate from . . . everything you have done in the past,
everything that disturbs you about the future . . . and apply
yourself to living the life that you are living—that is to say, the
present—you can live all the time that remains to you until your
death in calm, benevolence, and
serenity.”
Joyful Presence
Another way to attend to the present moment
is to cultivate full appreciation of the rich experience available
in each moment. Think of the well-known MBSR practice of slowly,
mindfully eating a raisin. It has been argued that this dimension
of mindfulness meditation owes less to classical Buddhist teachings
than to the unacknowledged elements of 19th-century Romanticism
that color modern Western Buddhist understanding. Still, joyful
appreciation (or the closely related practice of complete
acceptance) is by now firmly embedded in modern Buddhist
practice.
The best classical comparison here comes
from the Epicureans, who insisted that only in the present moment
is happiness possible. What is more, they said, happiness in this
one moment is all the happiness one could ever want. In his
influential reinterpretation of ancient philosophy as presenting a
way of life rather than just abstract ideas, the late historian of
philosophy Pierre Hadot summarized this Epicurean outlook:
happiness comes “when we learn to accord infinite value to the
slightest moment of existence.” It was the Epicurean poet Horace
who coined the well-known phrase Carpe diem, “Seize the
day,” and even if there is more of melancholy in this phrase than
joy (act now, for death awaits), it can stand in for joyful
presence, for that is how it is most often understood.
Mindful Presence
Buddhist scholars regularly point out that
the word translated into English as “mindfulness” (sati in
Pali, smriti in Sanskrit) has ‘remembering’ as its
fundamental meaning. This is “mindful presence”—presence that
remembers. And to be clear, “remembering” here does not just mean
remembering to be mindful: it refers instead to remembering what
has value, what matters most.
Secular mindfulness practice (including
MBSR) has little to say about mindful presence, yet there’s no
denying that it figures prominently in the tradition. Let’s take
the example of present-moment attention to the body. In the
Satipatthana Sutta, the single most important scriptural
source for the mindfulness-movement teachings, mindfulness of the
body certainly includes “therapeutic presence,” or nonjudgmental,
present-moment attention to body sensations:
When walking, the monk
discerns, ‘I am walking.’ When standing, he discerns, ‘I am
standing.’ When sitting, he discerns, ‘I am sitting.’ When lying
down, he discerns, ‘I am lying down.’ Or however his body is
disposed, that is how he discerns it. . . . when going forward and
returning, he makes himself fully alert; when looking toward and
looking away . . . when bending and extending his limbs . . . when
carrying his outer cloak, his upper robe and his bowl . . . when
eating, drinking, chewing, and savoring . . . when urinating and
defecating . . . when walking, standing, sitting, falling asleep,
waking up, talking, and remaining silent, he makes himself fully
alert.
But the sutta goes on from there in a very
different vein, instructing listeners to practice “mindful
presence” with respect to the body. Specifically, it tells the
assembled monks to remember certain fundamental insights meant to
counteract attachment to the body. Here are three: view the various
constituents of the body (blood, pus, snot, phlegm, urine, feces
and the like) as unclean or repulsive; analyze the body as composed
of the basic elements of matter; and remind yourself that the body
is mortal and will one day turn into a decaying corpse.
With mindful presence, then, we move beyond
immediate sensory experience and disregard for past and future,
beyond joyful and therapeutic presence. In fact, mindful presence
might seem to take us out of the realm of present-moment attention
entirely. After all, being mindful that the body is constructed out
of the basic building blocks of matter invites reflecting on the
body’s past origins, while being mindful of the body’s decay after
death invokes events that will take place in the future.
A better way to make sense of the practice
of mindful presence, however, is to see it as inviting a broader
sense of what it means to inhabit the present moment. We can see
this clearly if we focus on the fact of mortality. True, your death
is an event in the future, but the certainty that you will die is a
present reality, true in each present moment. Dropping your concern
with the future (therapeutic presence) does not mean losing sight
of your mortality, which (as Buddhist and Western thinkers alike
steadily remind us) colors every moment of our lives. As Marcus
Aurelius writes: “Let your every deed and word and thought be those
of one who might depart from this life this very moment.” For the
very same thought, see the Bhaddekaratta Sutta: “Today,
effort must be made; tomorrow death may come, who
knows?”
Mindful presence, then, does not turn away
from the present moment at all. However, it requires us to rethink
what goes in that moment. As human beings, we do not live in a
point-instant present, even if experience does change from one
moment to the next. Instead, we live in a present that draws on the
past and the future. We understand our own experience in terms of
ongoing stories that we use to make sense of the way things are.
Our sense of having or being a self, for instance, is such a story.
My present experience only makes sense in terms of who I am, where
I come from and where I am headed; my plans and projects, my
history and circumstances. Therapeutic presence encourages us not
to cling to these elements of experience, which means radically
simplifying the story, and there is clearly value in this. Yet when
we operate in the world, the story of our lives—unfolding from past
to future, shaped by memory and anticipation—structures our
experience at the deepest level.
Mindful presence acknowledges this wider
temporal presence and asks us to frame it according to the insights
of the Buddha. To go back to the example of giving mindful present
attention to the body, you do not just experience feelings and
sensations in the body; rather, right now, in the present, you see
the body as repulsive, composite, and mortal.
When you practice this kind of mindful
presence—presence that remembers or keeps in mind key Buddhist
teachings—a certain attitude toward life takes hold. For instance
(keeping the focus on the body), you no longer concern yourself as
much with taking care of the body, beautifying the body, gratifying
bodily impulses, and so on.
It may seem that the practice of mindful
presence puts us squarely back within traditional mindfulness
practice, but looking to the traditions of Western philosophy helps
us see that what is at stake here is much broader. There is a
striking parallel between Stoic and Buddhist practice here that
helps make the point clear. Stoic writers regularly invite their
followers to practice by memorizing (shades of sati/smriti!) short
sayings or maxims that embody Stoic teachings, so that you always
have them on hand to apply to each new situation. Here is the Stoic
statesman and philosopher Seneca (c. 4 BC) on such short sayings:
“These are the precepts that [the practitioner] must never let go.
Rather, he must cling fast to them and make them a part of himself,
and by daily meditation reach the point where these salutary maxims
occur to him of his own accord.”
Now, exactly the same instruction appears
in the well-known root text of the mind training teachings
(lojong) brought to Tibet in the 11th century by the
Buddhist master Atisha. The text consists of 59 sayings. Saying 9
instructs the practitioner: “Use sayings to train in all forms of
activity.” For our purposes, we can rephrase this slightly: “To
train the mind, use sayings in each present moment of
action.”
What emerges here is that Buddhists and
Stoics both ask us to maintain present-moment attention, but they
also both understand that this will involve a way of being present
that takes us beyond the particulars of “this single moment.” The
present moment is not defined solely by letting go of past and
future (therapeutic presence), nor by accepting and appreciating
what arises right now (joyful presence), but by choosing in this
very moment how we make sense of the world (mindful
presence).
There is, however, a fourth way of practicing
attention in the present moment, which we might call “active
presence.”
Active Presence
Mindful presence involves choosing to
orient ourselves in the world in accord with a certain outlook or
set of teachings, whether we have them available as sayings and
instructions or have embedded them in our awareness in some other
form. But it is not enough to accept this outlook. We also have to
take responsibility for this outlook, to act on our convictions.
This is “active presence.” Open and attentive to the multiple
dimensions of experience, seeing the world as we understand it to
be, we act accordingly. This is a point emphasized by the Stoics.
We can only act in the present, not the past or the future. When we
practice active presence, choosing how to act in this moment, we
also choose who and what we will be.
Active presence—choosing how to act in this
moment—takes mindfulness out of the range of sitting meditation and
inserts it into daily life. Think here of practicing the eightfold
path. We start with right view and right thoughts or intentions,
and then live our lives accordingly. As the Sri Lankan Buddhist
monk and author Henepola Gunaratana has emphasized, to live our
lives in accord with the eightfold path means practicing
mindfulness—“active mindfulness”—in each moment.
In this sense, active presence includes the
other three forms of present-moment attention already identified
here. In therapeutic presence, you actively choose where to focus
your attention. In joyful presence, you actively choose how you
react to your experience. In mindful presence, you actively choose
how to make sense of your experience.
Active presence has the potential to go
further, for it invites an open-ended engagement with experience.
When I am actively present, I choose the whole: what values I will
enact, what commitments I will make, what understanding I will
bring to bear. Potentially, it makes available for questioning each
and every ordinary, taken-for-granted structure of my experience.
It puts everything into play. What is my relationship to the
objects I encounter in the world, or to other beings? How do my
moods and emotions affect the ways I engage the world? What happens
when thought carries me away from direct experience? Can I be
attentive within thought? Each and every dimension of
experience is available; nothing is presupposed. Each position I
take is more a provisional positioning than a fixed
structure.
Taking the Present-Moment Plunge
Seneca wrote, “Toti se inserens
mundo,” a phrase translated by Hadot as “plunging oneself into
the totality of the world.” Taking this plunge could be understood
as the heart of active presence, of “being here now.” The Tibetan
lama Tarthang Tulku writes in Love of Knowledge (1987)
that the self lives in the world like an illegal alien, always
afraid that its identity will be questioned. “Taking the plunge” is
the exact opposite. It means fearless presence, total involvement,
holding nothing back. If it is difficult for the self to do this,
if it clings to and defends its own positions and wants, that only
underscores the need to challenge the self and the conditions it
imposes on experience.
Those who question the contemporary
mindfulness movement ask whether it does justice to the Buddha’s
revolutionary call to transform both self and world. But we do not
have to conclude from this that the only alternative is to stay
within the tradition, though for some that will clearly be the
right response. Active presence does justice to the Buddha’s
revolutionary impulse on a wholly different basis. Not holding
back, fearlessly questioning, always going beyond what we know,
active presence offers a way into the deeper existential and
universal concerns that the Buddha raised through his
teachings.
From the perspective of active presence,
neither therapeutic nor joyful presence is sufficient to turn us
toward the existential transformation that the Buddha asked of us.
Mindful presence is the right place to start, provided we are ready
to respond to what we call to mind. It is really a question of how
we live in the world. When we engage the present, we engage the
whole of our lives. When we plunge into the world, we accept the
whole of what is.
The present moment is more than we imagine it to be.
Active in the present, we act on our intentions and our values as
well as our perceptions and our attitudes. Ready to question our
ordinary concerns, commitments, and understanding, we come close to
the teaching of the Buddha, even if we choose not to think and see
and frame reality in accord with the models for understanding that
the Buddha put in place. Present in the moment, we are present to
ourselves, and perhaps also to the universal truths that the Buddha
made available.