Now
I realized there is a pali word for what we call "mind body drop"..
lol
Goenka:
http://www.vridhamma.org/Discourses-on-Satipatthana-Sutta
Then working with both you reach the stage of feeling
sensation throughout the body—sabba-kāya. Initially it is very
gross, solidified, intensified, but as you keep practising
patiently, persistently, remaining equanimous with every
experience, the whole body dissolves into subtle vibrations, and
you reach the stage of bhaṅga, total dissolution. Having started
with natural breath, you learn to reach the important station of
feeling sensations in the whole body in one breath: from top to
bottom as you breathe out, from bottom to top as you breathe
in....
...A meditator must understand this and the next stage of
bhaṅga well.
…‘atthi kāyo’ti vā panassa sati paccupaṭṭhitā
hoti.
Now his awareness is established: "This is body" (‘atthi
kāyo’ ti). This is the stage in which the body is experienced as
"not I," "not mine," but just body, just a mass of vibrations,
bubbles, wavelets. It is merely a collection of kalāpas, subatomic
particles, arising and passing. There is nothing good or bad,
beautiful or ugly, white or brown about it. Initially the
acceptance of anattā, "not I," is intellectual or devotional, based
on the words of someone else. The actual experience starts with
anicca, because every pleasant sensation turns into an unpleasant
one. The danger of attachment is realised. It is dukkha because of
its inherent nature of change. Then anattā is understood: the body
is felt as just subatomic particles arising and passing, and
automatically the attachment to body goes away. It is a high stage
when the awareness, sati, gets established, paccupaṭṭhitā hoti, in
this truth from moment to moment.
Proceeding further:
Yāvadeva ñāṇamattāya paṭissatimattāya…
Matta means "mere." There is mere wisdom, mere knowledge,
mere observation. This is to the extent (yāvadeva) that there is no
wise person, no-one to know or experience. In another Indian
tradition it is called kevala-ñāṇa kevala-dassana, "only knowing,
only seeing."
In the Buddha’s time a very old hermit lived at a place
called Supārapattaṃ, near present-day Bombay. Having practised the
eight jhānas, deep mental absorptions, he thought himself fully
enlightened. A well-wisher corrected him, telling him that a Buddha
was now present at Sāvatthi, who could teach him the real practice
for becoming enlightened. He was so excited to hear this he went
all the way to Sāvatthi in northern India. Reaching the monastery,
he found that the Buddha had gone out for alms, so he went directly
to the city. He found the Buddha walking down a street and
immediately understood that this was the Buddha. He asked him then
and there for the technique to become an arahant. The Buddha told
him to wait for an hour or so, to be taught in the monastery, but
he insisted: he might die within the hour, or the Buddha might die,
or he might lose his present great faith in the Buddha. Now was the
time when all these three were present. The Buddha looked and
realised that very soon this man would die, and indeed should be
given Dhamma now. So he spoke just a few words to this developed
old hermit, there on the side of the road: Diṭṭhe diṭṭhamattaṃ
bhavissati… "In seeing there is mere seeing, in hearing mere
hearing, in smelling mere smelling, in tasting mere tasting, in
touching mere touching, and in cognising only cognising"…viññāte
viññātamattaṃ bhavissati.
This was sufficient. At the stage of mere knowing, what is
being cognised or the identity of who cognises is irrelevant. There
is mere understanding. The dip in nibbāna follows, where there is
nothing to hold, no base to stand on (anissito).
…anissito ca viharati, na ca kiñci loke
upādiyati
The entire field of mind and matter (loka) is transcended,
and there is no world or universe to grasp
(upādiyati).
Whether it is for a few minutes or few hours depends on the
capacity and previous work of the person. A person in nibbāna is as
if dead: none of the senses function, although inside the person is
very aware, very alert, very awakened. After that the person
returns and again starts functioning in the sensory field, but a
fully liberated person has no attachment, no clinging, because
there is no craving. Such a person will cling to nothing in the
entire universe and nothing clings to them. This is the stage
described.
So a meditator practises. Those who practise these sentences
will understand the meaning of every word given, but mere
intellectualisation won’t help. Real understanding comes with
experience.
Iriyāpathapabbaṃ—Postures of the Body
Iriyāpatha are postures of the body.
gacchanto vā ‘gacchāmī’ti pajānāti, ṭhito vā ‘ṭhitomhī’ ti
pajānāti, nisinno vā ‘nisinnomhī’ti pajānāti, sayāno vā
‘sayānomhī’ti pajānāti.
When walking (gacchanto), a meditator knows well ‘I am
walking’ (‘gacchāmi’). Similarly, whether standing (ṭhito), sitting
(nisinno), or lying down (sayāno) a meditator knows this well. This
is just the beginning. In the sentence that follows, not "I", but
just "body" is known well in whatever posture (yathā yathā
paṇihito).
Yathā yathā vā panassa kāyo paṇihito hoti, tathā tathā naṃ
pajānāti.