Greetings libido,
From a conventional level in terms of life, universe, and
everything, Mara is reality, one can speak confidently and
knowingly of consciousness, mind, karma, rebirth, past lives,
future lives minus the predicting thing. Although some people are
very good at discerning patterns -- the billionaire Warren Buffet
comes to mind.
Let's call this the pole
of Samsara. We can see it is full of things, all having to do with
the 'I', 'Me', and 'Mine'. That is to say everything is fenced in
by greed, lust, and delusion. Freedom is just an illusion of the
self, because people are fenced in by the 'self'.
Let's call the opposite
end the pole of Nibbana.
From an absolute level
in terms of life, universe, and everything, Mara is an illusion and
the world and all in it, me, you, and the whole shebang are empty
of thingness. That is to say pppfff... Freedom is finally absolute
and real -- there is no 'I', 'Me', and 'Mine'.
Some where's between
these two poles people begin to wake up in stages. An insight yawn
here, an insight stretch there, and the occasional mental fart to
move it along.
Between the pole of
Samsara and the point of the first insight yawn of awakening all
ideas about Nibbana are conceptual. Everything so to speak has to
have meaning in relation to the 'self'. Complexities abound,
awakening takes on the aura of an attainment a nebulous cosmic
realization covered in layers of conceptualizations. Simply put,
'what is in it for 'me'.
But, there is no 'me'.
'Me', is just a fabrication of Samsara -- of my karma, genetics,
intelligence, and station in life. When 'I' die it's "when this
isn't, then that isn't. That is it's over for 'me', and rebirth
kicks in with new consciousness, mind, karma, genetics,
intelligence, and station in life, an another 'Me' completely. As
an aside, when 'I' search for who 'I' was in past lives 'I' can't
find 'Me' because I'm looking for someone who didn't exist in the
past! I know it's all very confusing but, that's Samsara for
you.
Further, the reason 'I'
can't predict my future is because 'I' am projecting a 'Me', who
doesn't exist. The nearest thing 'I' can do is discern patterns of
events -- for instance if 'I' bite my cat, there is a good chance
it will scratch 'Me' in return.
Back to awakening, as I
mentioned above awakening is not an attainment -- it's a profoundly
simple, non-conceptual, non-attainment incremental letting go of
the 'self'. You don't realize awakening -- awakening realizes you
-- you have no choice in the matter...
'To be
continued...'
I have to go to
work...
With Metta,
Eezy