Hello BroInChrist,
It does seem like it's impossible to have an experience without
having someone "there" to have an experience isn't it. But upon
closer inspection, you'll find that it does appear that everything
we consider to be the "self", is just mis-attributing the contents
of experience to some (non-existing) core of existence. If you
deconstruct this self, you'll find that your sensations are just a
result of having senses. This stream of thought which most people
will equate to our "self" really is just thought. Nothing in
experience actually carries over to the next moment and all this is
right now is just momentum. For example, experience b can't be what
it is without what already happened (experience a), but neither is
what is happening now experience a; it's an entirely new event
called experience b.
So, if we really have to express buddhism's view in
term of self, then what is actually happening is at every moment, a
new self is born, so we're all probably at self^130^439^83289383 or
something by the time we get to the end of this sentence.
It's one thing to grasp it intellectually though, and another to
have it as a consistent experience. Incidentally there's a part of
the brain that has been identified to do "selfing". People who have
a stroke sometimes have this part of their brain shut down and they
report experience like master meditators who have made progress in
insight.
Anyway, the thing about conventional truth is that it still
effects us. Just because you realize what people refer to as "two
truths" doesn't mean that what is conventional doesn't affect you
anymore. I sincerely hope that nobody thinks that being enlightened
suddenly prevents them from getting killed by the very
conventionally existing in-coming truck speeding directly at their
very conventionally existing body. But perhaps we're being a little
morbid here.
What is useful in understanding and realizing "ultimate and
conventional" truth is that we see beyond what is presented as our
experience. We can engage the world on a more balanced way without
basing our actions on false ideas of self and other.
Hope it helps.
Thanks for sharing.
Honestly speaking, and I'm not trying to be facetious or
intentionally difficult, I can't wrap my finger around the notion
that there is no-self. It's like negating the very notion of
"I think, therefore I am". If there are senses, then it presupposes
a sensor. If there are thoughts, then it presupposes a thinker. To
say that there is no self seems to me more than just
deconstruction, but self-destruction and perhaps even the
destruction of meaningful communication.
I understand that there are different ways to communicating
truths. You can call water water or call it scientifically as H2O,
but then the law of identity in logic applies in both instances and
people knows what is being referred to.
Every experience we are having now is due to the passage of
time. And because time past is past, you can rightly say that my
experience at T1 is different from T-1 and so on. But then again we
are still talking about my experience or your experience. I hold
the view that the existence of persons (and self) is actual
reality. We really do exist, so does self, which is why
communication can take place between people. Sometimes it is
helpful to deconstruct things to simplify things for further
examination, but when taken as a worldview I think deconstruction
ends up in self-destruction.
Perhaps you can help to clarify how does one judge between
conventional truths and ultimate truths without the criteria itself
being subject to these categories? When does conventional truths
become ultimate truths, or are conventional truths false in an
ultimate truth sense?
Thank you for your time.