Yes it's a bit bizarre when you try to wrap your head around
this concept. I know I certainly had a terrible time with it. But
upon reflection, I discovered that sensing is simply a result of
having sense organs, and thinking, a result of having a brain do
its work, where the resulting mental processes are labelled
"thought". I'm sure that nobody can refute that, with or without
thought, there will still be experience and experiencing.
So does that mean that there's an experiencer experiencing
experience (heh heh!)? After all, you can say that since there's a
constant experiencing there has to be a constant
something right? True, but you need to look properly at
what this something is. Under observation, you'll find that there
is no experience of "literally having no experience" which has zero
content, just the experience of "nothing", where there is content.
There's really is no experiencer outside of experiencing i.e.
experiencer and experiencing are actually one thing.
And what is experience if not everything happening at this very
moment? So if every moment (and thus, experience) is new, aren't
"we" being reborn every single moement?
Just to be clear, by "self-destruction" you're talking about
being nihilistic right? Since my understanding of buddhism is not
as clear as I would like, and that some schools apparently do not
hold the exact view, I can only offer how much I know.
The buddhist answer is that things really do exist in the sense
that they have their causes and are able to effect change. The
problem is that there's nothing you can really do to prove
objective existance of their qualities, since our world really is
just a construct of our sense organs and mind. The world really
does exist, just not the way we think we do.
People suffering from mental illness, people with brain damage
or born without certain sense organs etc, their view of reality
certainly aren't the same as ours, and the fact that we're
susceptible to optical illusions, mis-hearing of sound, smelling
non-existant smells and other tricks of the mind already prove that
we're not that immune to having a false understanding of what is
out there. What is conventionally true is just true "to us", and
frequently but not necessarily true "to everyone".
Conventional truth: You experience seeing a pretty girl in red".
Ultimate truth: You really don't know if that's true,
could be the lighting that's showing her dressed in red, heck she
could be a transvestite for all you know. And all your experiencing
as the conventional truth is a result of everything in that
situation: Your state of mind, you previous experiences, the
functioning of your senses and a lot of other factors.
So conventional truths are essentially false, because everyone
has a different take on their experience. But that said we all have
to operate conventionally, just that with the understanding that
ultimately this experience is not what we think it is, we can work
at being a better functioning human being, conventionally :) .
1. I don't quite get the point you made about there really is no
experiencer outside of experiencing i.e. experiencer and
experiencing are actually one thing. It seems to be again to be
just making the distinction between the noun and the verb. I would
not identify the experience with the actual person. A person may
experience many things in life, but the person =/= experience. I
don't think that makes logical sense. Neither would I see every
passing moment or experience as being "reborn". I think that is
equivocating on the word "reborn".
2. By self-destruction I mean in the sense that the person
"blows up" himself into pieces aka self-refuting. I am not sure if
you are referring to some kind of matrix-like existence that we are
all bound to. Even if we are, obviously the person who
can "escape" from this matrix world knows that there is a real
universe/world which is unlike what the others are experiencing. In
short, objective reality exist. Does the universe exist? I am sure
nobody would deny that. But what do you mean by not
the way we think we do?
3. I think the crux of the issue is whether objective truth
exists i.e. independent of what people believe,
or prefer, or feel about it. The sun exists whether
the blind man sees it or not. His experience of the sun may be
lesser from those of us who can see and feel it, but that does
not negate the existence of the sun. I think what you
call conventional truths may be more akin to relativism, some form
of subjective views about reality. Something like the blind man and
the elephant analogy?