Hi Moyshekapoyre, welcome. First of all, you cannot eliminate
self. Why? Because there never was a self. If a self had
existed, it can become non-existent. But this is not true.
This is where the Buddha asked:
"What do you think, Anuradha: Do you regard the Tathagata as
being in form?... Elsewhere than form?... In feeling?... Elsewhere
than feeling?... In perception?... Elsewhere than perception?... In
fabrications?... Elsewhere than fabrications?... In
consciousness?... Elsewhere than consciousness?"
"No, lord."
"What do you think: Do you regard the Tathagata as
form-feeling-perception-fabrications-consciousness?"
"No, lord."
"Do you regard the Tathagata as that which is without form,
without feeling, without perception, without fabrications, without
consciousness?"
"No, lord."
"And so, Anuradha — when you can't pin down the Tathagata as
a truth or reality even in the present life — is it proper for you
to declare, 'Friends, the Tathagata — the supreme man, the
superlative man, attainer of the superlative attainment — being
described, is described otherwise than with these four positions:
The Tathagata exists after death, does not exist after death, both
does & does not exist after death, neither exists nor does not
exist after death'?"
So first of all you must understand Anatta as a dharma
seal. This means all along, all experience is already
empty of self. There never was or is a perceiver, doer, seer,
controller, thinker, feeler, hearer, etc. In hearing just sounds,
in seeing just sights.. always already so.
Enlightenment is not about removing self, it is about realizing
there never is/was a self. Directly realize, in
thinking just thoughts, never a thinker. Seeing just sight... etc.
This is important.
So you cannot lose your controlling self: you can only
realize that all along, there never was a controller. Action has/is
always happening without doer. Activities are just happening due to
causes and conditions, it is/has always been like
that.
Secondly, "automatic functioning" should never be misunderstood
as spontaneous arising without causes or conditions. All along,
there is action but no doer. And action arises out of many
conditions including our latent tendencies. Action can be
spontaneous but it is not 'causeless spontaneity'.
So obviously we still must, and can, do something about
unwholesome tendencies - they can be terminated. It just means the
idea that there is a controller to control things just isn't
true.
This is where my entry in my e-book is relevant:
not to be mistaken that will has no part in all
these. The teaching of anatta or no self does not deny
will or the aggregates... The buddha teaches that a sentient being
is simply a convention for five aggregates: matter/body, feelings,
perception, volition, consciousness. Notice that volition is part
of it. This will/volition can be directed towards a wholesome or
unwholesome path. However, also remember that the five aggregates
are empty of self - and are without agent. Does that mean there is
no free will? In a sense yes, but neither does it imply
determinism: another dualistic extreme. Free will means subjective
controller determines action, determinism means objective world
determines subjective experience. In reality there is no subject
and object - in thinking just thought, in hearing just sound. But
there are requisite conditions for every manifestation. Those
conditions can be changed if there is a correct path.
A concrete example: if you ask a beginner to run 2.4km in 9 minutes
with an unfit body, that is asking for the impossible. No matter
how hard willed is he, he is never going to make it. Why? The
current requisite conditions of his body is such that the result of
running 9 minutes is impossible. Control, agency, doesn't apply
when manifestation always arise due to conditions.
It however also means that if you exercise regularly for months or
years, there is no reason the body (conditions) cannot be improved
to the degree that running 9 mins is definitely possible. This is
what I mean by working with conditions.
So those teachers who say meditation are useless are not
understanding latent tendencies and conditions. They mistook no
doership with some kind of fatalism. Every proper practice has its
place in working with one's conditions.
Just because there is no self, no doer, doesn't mean my body is
fated to be unfit and I can't reach the 9 min. Just because I
exercise regularly doesn't mean I am reinforcing the notion of self
or doership. In any case, action is always without self.
It also does not mean that "will" has no place at all. "Will" is
often misunderstood to be linked to a self or agent that has full
control over things, whereas it is simply more manifestation and
conditions. Yes, sheer will going against conditions isn't going to
work – this is not understanding no-self and dependent origination.
But if will is directed properly with correct understanding of
no-self and conditionality, at a proper path and practice, it can
lead to benefits.
That is why the first teaching of Buddha is the four noble truths:
the truth of suffering, the cause of suffering, the end of
suffering, the way to end suffering. This path arises as a result
of his direct insight into no-self and dependent origination.
Like a doctor, you don't tell your patients "you are fated to be
ill and sick and in pain, because there is no individual
controller, everything is the will of God". That is nonsense.
Instead, you diagnose the illness, you seek the cause of illness,
you give a treatment that eliminates the cause of illness. There is
no self, there is no controller, but there is conditions and
manifestation and a way to treat bad conditions. This is the way of
the four noble truths.
Hi AEN,
I have another question regarding no-self:
When one has realized no-self, then why would it still matter
what happens to his/her body and 5 aggregates?
I'd imagine that it will not make any difference anymore
whatever happens in the rest of his/her human life (hence why
bother to keep a healthy body, work, etc?).
This is one question I have been struggling with. Would
appreciate your thoughts on this. Thank you.