Whether one believes it or not,
when you have met a great, authentic and enlightened guru and when
you are able to use your life to practise honestly for the sake of
all beings, your life is truly a wish-fulfilling gem. The Guru will
take care of everything, he or she is everywhere and you are looked
after in the spiritual and mundane sense, so long as you have
complete confidence in your guru.
Sadly, even after having met the Guru with the most enlightened
qualities or one that is completely enlightened like the
Vajradhara, most of us are not that fortunate to be able to
understand, realise and appreciate such kind of rare connection.
The Guru may give some hardships and may put you in a situation
that may seem impossible or ridiculous, but if you carry out all
the instructions, no matter how stupid, unthinkable or illogical
they are, everything seems to work very well. Obstacles are there
but you will somehow manage to cross over them, sometimes with
small injuries, sometimes without any scratches. But you will
always be a better person. If Marpa didn't give Milarepa that much
hardship, he wouldn't have become enlightened, all his negative
karma due to killing his enemies would not have been purified. No
way! But if Marpa is here today, giving us the same kind of
training, I think he would be left with no students, no followers
and no devotees, he would have no one to pass the lineage to.
I sometimes feel that I am not such a great practitioner. I have
a lot of downfalls and I don't seem to be fulfilling the wishes of
my Gurus in terms of my practice and my activities to benefit all
beings, because like many of the people these days, I have all
sorts of priorities. I am fortunate that I have met some of the
greatest Gurus of the last and the present centuries. A few of them
are still around, actively guiding me to realise the nature of my
mind.
As I told you last time, I was in a relatively short
retreat. Just when I was about to end the retreat at around 3pm, my
attendant kept knocking on my door saying that my Guru's attendant
had brought a scarf for me. I have kept this retreat a private
affair, so except for my close attendants, no one knew that I was
in a retreat, most people thought that I was not in town. It was
impossible that my Guru and his entourage would have known about
it, unless they had a CCTV around me. Although this retreat had a
time commitment, I myself did not keep track of the time. After my
Guru's attendant came that day at 3pm to hand over the scarf to me,
I found out that it was the exact time that my commitment to the
retreat had just ended.
This shows that all the enlightened Gurus have the omniscient
mind that works like a modern-day CCTV, following us everywhere and
this means that if we have complete confidence in them, whenever we
need their attention and their help, they are right there with us.
Lama Khyenno!
I immediately went to pay homage to my beloved Guru who has not
been very well for quite a while. When he met me, he literally
jumped with joy and was so thrilled to meet me. I had not been
seeing him as I was afraid to disturb his peace. Of course, we do
not need to connect physically, we have our own ways to
communicate. But seeing him in his physical presence really moved
me, especially he was thanking me for doing a great job, before I
could even tell him that I was in a retreat. That means if a
disciple does an effective practice with pure motivation to benefit
all beings, the Guru knows and receives that as a great
wish-fulfilling happiness. What more can a disciple ask, other than
to please his or her Guru this way. This has to happen naturally
and absolutely without any expectation, without any fabrication. In
any sort of spiritual practice, if you have any doubt, expectation,
hope and fear, this will create great obstacles in your life. I
myself have missed many of these great opportunities because of
hope and fear. This is why the Buddha says that the greatest
offering is the offering of your own practice and your own
enlightenment. I was moved to tears when I saw my Guru being so
happy and appreciative of the little retreat that I had
completed.
My Guru's attendant told me that my Guru had not been smiling
and laughing for a long time, perhaps due to his frail health. He
kept thanking me for meeting our Guru and making him so happy. I
really wish I can do a lot more than what I am doing now. Those of
us who are fortunate to have met genuine Gurus who are enlightened
should not waste our lives.
Whenever I watch National Geographic or Discovery channels,
especially whenever they show the food chain of one kind of animals
killing other animals, I really feel that we are so fortunate to
have this human body. Lions, tigers, crocodiles, pyranas and all
the predatory species do not have our privilege as human beings to
understand the universal law of karma, so they are always dragged
by their killing habits or their foolish habits. Some animals like
zebras and elephants have to migrate from north to the south, and
everytime they have to cross a river full of crocodiles, many lose
their lives while crossing the river. But next year, they do the
same thing again because of habitual imprints, I would say. The sad
stories happen over and over again, the chain cannot be broken,
because the poor animals do not have a solution to stop this cyclic
existence.
We as human beings have the intelligence and cognitive function
to understand universal law of karma, to stop this cyclic existence
and become enlightened, especially those of us who have the great
opportunities to meet so many wonderful and honest spiritual
masters, who sacrifice their own comfort to come to our world to
teach us. Some of us get very soft treatments, some of us get very
hard treatments, but we all have this ONE opportunity in THIS VERY
LIFE.
I am sharing this with you as a part of my small experience. To
end this message, I am making a strong supplication to all the
enlightened Gurus in this universe from the depth of my heart, may
they live long, happily and heathily!
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