oh... no... it matters
Read this:
When, Kalamas, this noble disciple has thus made his mind
free
of enmity, free of ill will, uncorrupted and pure,
he has won four assurances in this very life.
“The first assurance he has won is
this:
‘If there is another world,
and if good and bad deeds bear fruit and yield results,
it is possible that with the breakup of this body, after
death,
I shall arise in a good destination, in a heavenly world.’
“The second assurance he has
won is this:
‘If there is no other world,
and if good and bad deeds do not bear fruit and yield
results,
still right here, in this very life,
I live happily, free of enmity and ill will.’
“The third assurance he has
won is this:
‘Suppose evil befalls the evil-doer.
Then, as I do not intend evil for anyone,
how can suffering afflict me, one who does no evil deed?’
“The fourth assurance he has
won is this:
‘Suppose evil does not befall the evil-doer.
Then, right here I see myself purified in both respects.’
what you said are self assurances...........which.....does not hold
at all
i rather be what you are
if you keep doing evil, then keep doing it--it does not even
matter if u had a horrible death in the end...
who knows, u might end up with a good life