Exactly what lu Sheng Yen kept emphaizing in his books ..that he
felt very sad.
He would mention how he would cry and repent for those who
slander him. A lot of supporters would then start to scold
those victims.
In True Buddha School , if you dare to voice your opinions or
suspicions, you would be label slandering straightaway and you
would be treated hostily even to the extent of threats warning you
that you would die , you would be punished by dharma protectors
because you have slandered a buddha.
It's a lot of fear psychology in this buddhist cult.
He said he was sad but we do not know what is deep inside him,
may be is fear.
If 慧律法师scolded him, then something must be very wrong with
him.