Just had a conversation with Thusness yesterday and he allowed
me to post it in my e-book after he helped me edited a little.
The Magic of Empty Luminosity
Thusness: the songs (in
luminousemptiness.blogspot.com) are truly
enlightening.
Thusness: When we see the mind’s
nature, there is nothing to hold. As there is nothing unchanging to
ground. Phenomena is itself mind, so how is ‘mind’ unchanging? The
purpose of the realization is to realize that all is
mind.
Me: When I was reading this
article and his commentaries “Reflections on Niguma - Vajra
Verses of Self-Liberating Mahamudra – Reflections” (
http://luminousemptiness.blogspot.com/2008/11/niguma-vajra-verses-of-self-liberating.html
) … and it suddenly clicked, and I was amazed at how the thoughts
are magical appearances without location, origin and destination,
or arising and ceasing, or abidance…
Thusness: from sound, taste to
phenomena
Me: And everything… thoughts and
everything else are just like unreal, though vivid. Yeah, it’s
like… all are just mind’s illusions, and mind is located
nowhere.
Thusness: No, all is mind, not
mind’s illusion.
Me: Sorry yeah that’s what I
meant… mind is itself the appearance which are like
illusions.
Thusness: The purpose of no-mind
is to realize that all is mind so that we can experience mind
directly, otherwise how is sound, taste, and all phenomena, mind?
Therefore when we see thoughts and observe its whereabout, its
origination, we see it all has the same nature… we then realize, it
is mind. The five aggregates all share the same taste.
Me: Same nature =
emptiness?
Thusness: Yeah.
Me: I see. Yeah… it is mind, cos
they are all luminous appearances without an iota of objective
reality.
Thusness: Behind and in front, in
and out… we see nothing, find nothing, and locate nothing… yet
vividly present, luminous and clear… always only empty phenomena.
All is ever so magical and releasing. J When we see substantiality in Awareness, what
is seen is illusion. For there is nothing graspable, locatable,
findable. How is ‘unchangingness’ possible? Therefore the
quintessence is to realize the empty nature of whatever arises and
rest upon nothing. Mind uncontrieved is the true essence of
practice.
Me: Yeah, nothing whatsoever, even
Awareness can be found… and on the 2nd blog post I
read “Reflections on
Niguma - Vajra Verses of Self-Liberating Mahamudra – Reflections” (
http://luminousemptiness.blogspot.com/2008/11/niguma-vajra-verses-of-self-liberating.html
), and just really read it through (with some investigation and
contemplation), I didn’t really spent too much time trying to
figure it out… I read carefully, investigated the origin, place of
abidance, and destination of thoughts, and it just occurred to me
that thought is a magical appearance. Then, I spent the next few
days reading all his blog posts… all the way back to late 2007. I
haven’t read his 2004-early 2007 entries. I think all his stuff are
great.
Thusness: Yes. What you have not
realized in the past is ‘magical’.
Me: Yeah, out of nowhere, in
nowhere, going nowhere, yet vivid and apparently real.
Thusness: The key is in dwelling
in the “magic” of the natural state J
Me: I see…
Thusness: Then there will be true
wonder as you always ‘wrote’ :P lol
Me: What do you mean?
Thusness: You have been writing
about ‘wonder and presence and beautiful’ about manifestation. What
is the difference with what you realized?
Me: Previously, it was about the
wonder, presence, and beauty of vivid presence and awareness as
transience. Now, it is about wonder about the magical nature of
presence as vivid and empty.
Thusness: It means how marvellous
is the functioning… as manifesting, ‘real’, yet illusory. Empty
luminosity.
Me: Yeah.
Thusness: Now when anger arise, it
is a magical display. It is this ‘magic’ that is releasing. If you
cannot understand, then there will be staying and attachment. There
is nothing dull in releasing.
Me: I see…
Thusness: Describe how you feel
about this realization?
Me: When I saw that… I was amazed,
marvelled, and felt very blissful… but then soon later a deep
compassion arose, cos someone burnt an ant with his lighter... and
I was like, so the universe is unreal and sentient beings are a
magical appearance... yet compassion has to arise... without a
subject or object... it’s part of the magical display.
Thusness: No. You should not say
it is ‘unreal yet’.
Me: It’s not unreal, as it is
clearly and vividly manifesting, yet not really out
there.
Thusness: When you say it is not
really out there, it is always not true… then, you are subsuming
all as One. It is not really out there, yet nothing in here. It is
just the nature. You do not subsume anything into One.
Me: Yes… there is nothing in here
as well. There is always only a display of magical luminous
apparition… there is nothing out there, as in there is no core to
things, apart from the mere appearance.
Thusness: Yes. When we talk about
the magical display, it is about the ‘functioning’, it is not about
subsuming anything.
Me: I see… Yeah it’s not about
subsuming, it’s more about… thoughts and all sensory experiences
cannot be found anywhere, cannot be located in anywhere, yet
amazingly ‘it’ appears…
Thusness: Yes… only the nature and
essence of whatever arises. Not to collapse all into this mind and
all external phenomena as appearances. That would be wrong
understanding.
Me: Hmm… but Mahamudra talks about
that right?
Thusness: Not exactly
sure.
Me: I mean they talk about all as
mind. I think it’s ok to say all is mind, except it is not One
Mind, not a cosmic mind, but an individual mindstream.
Thusness: Yes.
Me: I think we can exchange ‘mind’
with ‘experience’… all are mere luminous
experience/apparition.
Thusness: Yes. There is only
experience.
Me: I see… oh by the way, I just
suddenly remembered something Namdrol said about realizing
emptiness, though I can’t remember exactly what it was that he
said, I just found the quote:
At base, the main fetter of
self-grasping is predicated upon naive reification of existence and
non-existence. Dependent origination is what allows us to see into
the non-arising nature of dependently originated phenomena, i.e.
the self-nature of our aggregates. Thus, right view is the direct
seeing, in meditative equipoise, of this this non-arising nature of
all phenomena. As such, it is not a "view" in the sense that is
something we hold as concept, it is rather a wisdom which "flows"
into our post-equipoise and causes us to truly perceive the world
in the following way in Nagarjuna's Bodhicittavivarana:
"Form is similar to a foam,
Feeling is like water bubbles,
Ideation is equivalent with a mirage,
Formations are similar with a banana tree,
Consciousness is like an illusion."
...
"In other words, right view is the beginning of the noble path. It
is certainly the case that dependent origination is "correct view";
when one analyzes a bit deeper, one discovers that in the case
"view" means being free from views. The teaching of dependent
origination is what permits this freedom f
views. The teaching of dependent origination is what permits this
freedom from views."
Thusness: The real purpose is the
‘freedom’ from ‘inherent’ view and then releases itself from any
forming of ‘views’ so that the magic of functioning can be realized
and directly experienced. However during the journey, there is
always attachment here and there… therefore the ‘emptying of
emptiness’. We go through step by step in dissolving the knot of
‘inherency’ till we see that ‘mind’ is the full embodiment of the
immediate marvelous activity. Just eating, seeing, sensing,
tasting, thinking...simply sound, thoughts, scenery and scents.
Nothing within and without, only this spontaneous miraculous
functioning, an interplay of dharma. When we entertain conceptual
knowledge and seek unchanging Awareness or Self, the marvelous
‘interconnectedness’ of functioning is being misunderstood as
‘something’ being transformed into ‘something’ as if ‘winter’ has
been transformed into ‘spring’.
It is also important to take note
not to ascribe the functioning to a ‘higher’ power. That is because
of ‘a thought of personality’ that creates the confusion. If there
is no attachment to a self, identity, personality, then the
functioning itself is marvellous without reification, or any form
of personification.
Also, to truly get into this
‘magic’ of functioning, the doing away of the ‘how’ is also
important. It arises when we penetrate and look deeply the
where-about of anything. Just magical appearances.
Me: Yeah… Now, I realize my
practice sort of switched a lot into penetrating and looking deeply
into the non locality of everything… it’s like what Buddha taught
in Phena Sutta, “That's the way it goes: it's a magic trick, an
idiot's babbling. It's said to be a murderer.[1] No substance here
is found. Thus a monk, persistence aroused, should view the
aggregates by day & by night, mindful, alert; should discard
all fetters; should make himself his own refuge; should live as if
his head were on fire — in hopes of the state with no falling
away.”
Thusness: Yes, until the mind
becomes uncontrived and groundless. If we stay on with the Self,
unchanging awareness, we will not be able to realize the essence in
the teachings of emptiness. The purpose is not to get attached to
the ‘non-inherent’ view either.
Me: Yeah, it’s like what Namdrol
said,
As such, it is not a "view" in
the sense that is something we hold as concept, it is rather a
wisdom which "flows" into our post-equipoise and causes us to truly
perceive the world in the following way in Nagarjuna's
Bodhicittavivarana:
"Form is similar to a foam,
Feeling is like water bubbles,
Ideation is equivalent with a mirage,
Formations are similar with a banana tree,
Consciousness is like an illusion."
Thusness: It is to completely
dissolve all ‘inherent’ view so that we can realize and experience
directly, the magic of empty luminosity.