I am already living in hell, why should I fear retribution? All I
am stating is that chanting vulgarities is no different from
chanting scriptures. The main basic understanding that one should
not bring about anger and confrontation when chanting when one is
chanting whether one is from Hindu, Buddhist or Taoist path. I can
be from the vulgar path but at least I am on a path.
You live in your own hell, the one you created. It could get
worse!
Anyway, if you don't feel stupid when beginning to chant,
and able to devote yourself to chant singlemindedly, feel free to
share your experience.
Incidentally, there are meanings attached to the mantra,
symbolism of the visual deities, also we attach a sense of
sacredness and holiness to the mantra, making the mantra more
resonant and intense than your chant.
So when we chant we begin with a sense of sacredness and
devotion. This way we create our own field of peace and
stillness.
You can get out of your hell and negativity, you understand in
some sense how it works, only that you are too cynical or too world
wise.