Hi all,
I have made another mistake which i would like to share / or
maybe get some opinions on how to salvate the situation,
I am a buddhist but i went to those sleezy KTV louges with those
freelance gals who sit with you for tips, one gals seat beside me
and because we ordered beer, i ask her to drink, she pick up a
empty cup and had 2 glasses with my friends, after that she went
off to other rooms, when she came back, she was very drunk and
wanted to drink somemore, i told her to drink water but she refused
and wanted some more beer, we gave her a bit, after which she
wanted to vomit and i escorted her to the toilet, after coming
back, ahe wanted to go other room to collect $, afterwhich we left
the place.
During the trip back, i started feeling guilty for asking her to
drink which could have made her drunk, i call her and she say she
is alright, but i still feel not good as i start imagine what could
happen to her when we left like could she have been raped or get
hiv, could i be indirect involed.
Eversince, this has badly affected my life living in guilt and
fear of bad karma, and feel i am responsible if anything happen. I
called her many times to ask her how she is,
Now i understand the importance of the 5 precept, and why we
should not drink at all, it will make a people say some things
without careful consideration and regret terribly later
Before i went there i thought drinking is okay if you know your
limit and can control your action, now then i know when you drink,
you could unknowingly ask someone to drink with you
This is the lesson i learnt, now i have to leave in guilt
Don't need to feel guilty, these girls were meant to be
raped.
If not, why do they take up such jobs, knowingly placing
themselves at risks of being raped?
Isn't this what all your cocks buddies would've told you?
Why worry? At the most, either your daughters will be raped
repeatedly or you will become a girl in your next life and be raped
repeatedly too.
