By: Ken Wilber (from One Taste)
Sunday, November
30
There are four major stages or
phases of spiritual unfolding: belief, faith, direct experience,
and permanent adaptation: you can believe in Spirit, you can have
faith in Spirit, you can directly experience Spirit, you can become
Spirit.
1. Belief is the
earliest (and therefore, the most common) stage of spiritual
orientation. Belief originates at the mental level, generally, since it requires images, symbols,
and concepts. But the mind itself goes through several transitional
phases in its own development—magic, mythic, rational, and
vision-logic—and each of those is
the basis of a type (and stage) of spiritual or religious
belief.
Magic belief is egocentric, with subject and object often
fused, thus marked by the notion that the individual self can
dramatically affect the physical world and other people through
mental wishes—voodoo and word magic being the most well-known
examples. Mythic belief (which is usually sociocentric/ethnocentric,
since different people have different myths that are mutually
exclusive: if Jesus is the one and only savior of humankind,
Krishna is kaput) invests its spiritual intuitions in one or more
physically disembodied gods or goddesses, who have ultimate power
over human actions. Rational
belief—to the extent that reason chooses to believe at
all—attempts to demythologize religion and portray God or the Goddess, not
as an anthropomorphic deity, but as an ultimate Ground of Being.
This rationalization reaches its zenith with vision-logic belief, where sciences such
as systems theory are often used to explain this Ground of Being as
a Great Holistic System, Gaia, Goddess, Eco-Spirit, the Web of
Life, and so forth.
All of those are
mental beliefs, usually
accompanied by strong emotional sentiments or feelings; but they
are not necessarily direct experiences of supramental spiritual realities. As such, they are merely
forms of translation: they can be embraced without changing one's
present level of consciousness in the least. But as those merely
translative gestures begin to mature, and as direct emergence of
the higher domains increasingly presses against the self, mere
belief gives way to faith.
2. Faith begins,
if at all, when belief loses its power to compel. Sooner or
later, any mental belief—precisely because it is mental
and not supramental or spiritual—will begin to lose its
forcefulness. For example, the mental belief in spirit as the Web
of Life will begin to pale in its power to persuade: no matter how
much you keep believing in the Web of Life, you still feel like a
separate, isolated ego, beset with hope and fear. You try to
believe harder; it still doesn't work. Mere belief might have
provided you with a type of translative meaning, but not with an
actual transformation, and this
slowly, painfully, becomes obvious. (It might even be worse if you
are involved in magic or mythic beliefs, because not only do these
not usually transform you, they often act as a regressive force in
your awareness, moving you not toward, but away from, the
transrational.)
Still, there is often a genuine,
spiritual, transmental intuition behind the mental belief in Gaia
or the Web of Life, namely, an intuition of the Oneness of Life.
But this intuition cannot be fully realized as long as belief grips
consciousness. For allbeliefs are ultimately divisive and dualistic—holistic
beliefs are ultimately just as dualistic as analytic beliefs,
because both make sense only in terms of their opposites. You are
not supposed to think the All, you are supposed to be the All, and
as long as you are clinging to beliefs about the All,
it will never happen. Mere beliefs are cardboard nutrition for the
soul, spiritually empty calories, and sooner or later they cease to
fascinate and console.
But usually between letting go
of belief, on the one hand, and finding direct experience, on the
other, the person is carried only by faith. If the belief in
Oneness can no longer offer much consolation, still the person
has faith that Oneness is there, somehow, calling out to
him or her. And they are right. Faith soldiers on when belief
becomes unbelievable, for faith hears the faint but direct call of
a higher reality—of Spirit, of God, of Goddess, of Oneness—a higher
reality that, being beyond the mind, is beyond belief. Faith stands on the threshold of direct
supramental, transrational experience. Lacking dogmatic beliefs, it
has no sense of security; not yet having direct experience, it has
no sense of certainty. Faith is thus a no-man's-land—a thousand
questions, no answers—it possesses only a dogged determination to
find its spiritual abode, and, pulled on by its own hidden
intuition, it might eventually find direct experience.
3. Direct experience decisively answers the nagging questions
inherent in faith. There are usually two phases of direct
experience: peak experiences and plateau experiences.
Peak experiences are relatively brief, usually intense, often
unbidden, and frequently life-changing. They are actually "peek
experiences" into the transpersonal, supramental levels of one's
own higher potentials. Psychic peak
experiences are a glimpse into nature mysticism (gross-level
oneness); subtle peak experiences are a glimpse into deity
mysticism (subtle-level oneness); causal peak
experiences are a glimpse into emptiness (causal-level oneness);
and nondual peak experiences are a glimpse into One Taste.
As Roger Walsh has pointed out, the higher the level of the peak
experience, the rarer it is. (This is why most experiences of
"cosmic consciousness" are actually just a glimpse of nature
mysticism or gross-level oneness, the shallowest of the mystical
realms. Many people mistake this for One Taste, unfortunately. This
confusion, in my opinion, is epidemic among
eco-theorists.)
Most people remain,
understandably, at the stage of belief or faith (and usually
magical or mythical at that). Occasionally, however, individuals
will have a strong peak experience of a genuinely transpersonal
realm, and it completely shatters them, often for the better,
sometimes for the worse. But you can tell they aren't merely
repeating a belief they read in a book, or giving merely
translative chitchat: they have truly seen a higher realm, and they
are never quite the same.
(This is not always a good
thing. Someone at the concrete-literal mythic level, for example,
can have a peak experience of, say, the subtle level, whereupon the
authority of the subtle is injected into their concrete myths, and
the result is a reborn fundamentalist: their particular mythic
god-figure is the only figure that can save the entire world, and
they will burn your body to save your soul. Someone at the
vision-logic level can have a psychic-level peak experience, and
then their "new ecoparadigm" is the only thing that
can save the planet, and they will gladly march lock-step in
eco-fascism to save you from yourself. Religious fanaticism of such
ilk is almost impossible to dismantle, because it is an intense
mixture of higher truth with lower structure. The higher truth is
often a very genuine spiritual experience, a true "peek" experience
of a higher domain; but precisely because it is a brief, temporary
experience—and not an enduring, steady, clear awareness—it gets
immediately snapped up and translated downward into the lower
level, where it confers an almost unshakable legitimacy on even the
ugliest of beliefs.)
Whereas peak experiences are
usually of brief duration—a few minutes to a few hours—plateau
experiences are more constant and
enduring, verging on becoming a permanent adaptation. Whereas peak
experiences can, and usually do, come spontaneously, in order to
sustain them and turn them from a peak into a plateau—from a
brief altered state into a more enduring trait—prolonged practice is
required. Whereas almost anybody, at any time, at any age, can have
a brief peak experience, I know of few bona fide cases of plateau
experiences that did not involve years of sustained spiritual
practice. Thus, whereas belief and faith are by far the most common
types of spiritual orientation, and while peak experiences are rare
but authentic spiritual experiences, from this point on in
spiritual unfolding, we usually find only those who are involved in
sustained, intense, prolonged, profound spiritual
practice.
Plateau experiences, like peak
experiences, can be of the psychic, subtle, causal, or nondual
domains. I will give one example, taken from Zen, that covers all
four. Typically, individuals practicing Zen meditation will start
by counting the breaths, one to ten, repeatedly. When they can do
that for half an hour without losing count, they might be assigned
a koan (such as the syllable mu, which was my first koan). For the next
three or four years, they will practice several hours each day,
concentrating on the sound mu and
attempting not to drop it (there is, simultaneously, an intense
inquiry into "What is the meaning of mu?" or "Who is it that is concentrating
on mu?"). Several times each year, they will attend
seven-day sesshins or intense practice sessions, where they will be
encouraged to practice throughout the day and into the
night.
The first important plateau
experience occurs when students can uninterruptedly hold on
to mu for most of their waking hours. Mu has become
such a part of consciousness, such a part of you—in fact, you
become mu—that you can hold it
in awareness, in an unbroken fashion, all day, literally. In other
words, a type of witnessing awareness is now a constant capacity throughout the gross-waking state.
Students are then told that if they truly want to
penetrate mu, they must
continue working on it even during their sleep. (When I first heard
this, I thought it was a joke, a type of macho initiation humor, of
the sort, "If you want to be part of the fighting First Infantry,
mister, you have to eat three live snakes." I thought they were
just trying to scare me; they were actually trying to help.)
Another one or two years, and dedicated students do indeed continue
a subtle concentration on mu right into
the dream state. There is now a constant witnessing awareness even in the subtle-dream
realm.33 At
this point, as students approach the causal unmanifest (or pure
absorption), they are on the verge of the explosion known as
satori, which is a breakthrough from the "frozen ice" of pure
causal absorption to the Great Liberation of One Taste. At first,
this One Taste is itself a peak experience, but it, too, will
become, with further practice, a plateau experience, then a
permanent adaptation.34
4. Adaptation simply means a
constant, permanent access to a given level of
consciousness. Most of us have
already adapted (or evolved) to matter, body, and mind (which is
why you have access to all three of them virtually any time you
want). And some of us have had peak experiences into the
transpersonal levels (psychic, subtle, causal, or nondual). But
with actual practice, we can evolve into plateau experiences of
these higher realms, and these plateau experiences, with further
practice, can become permanent adaptations: constant access to psychic, subtle, causal, and nondual
occasions—constant access to nature mysticism, deity mysticism,
formless mysticism, and integral mysticism—all as easily available
to consciousness as matter, body, and mind now are. And this is
likewise evidenced in a constant consciousness (sahaja) through all
three states—waking, dreaming (or savikalpa samadhi), and sleeping
(or nirvikalpa samadhi). It then becomes obvious why "That which is
not present in deep dreamless sleep is not real." The Real must
be present in all three states,
including deep dreamless sleep, and pure Consciousness is the only
thing that is present in all three. This Fact becomes perfectly
obvious when you rest as pure, empty, formless Consciousness and
"watch" all three states arise, abide, and pass, while you remain
Unmoved, Unchanged, Unborn, released into the pure Emptiness that
is all Form, the One Taste that is the radiant All.
* * *
Those are some of the major
phases we tend to go through as we adapt to the higher levels of
our own spiritual nature: belief (magic,
mythic, rational, holistic); faith (which is
an intuition, but not yet a direct experience, of the higher
realms); peak experience (of the psychic, subtle, causal, or nondual—in
no particular order, because peak experiences are usually one-time
hits); plateau
experience (of the psychic, subtle,
causal, and nondual—almost always in that order, because competence
at one stage is generally required for the next); and permanent adaptation (to the psychic, subtle, causal, and nondual,
also in that order, for the same reason).
Several important
points:
• You can be at a relatively
high level of spiritual development and still be at a relatively
low level in other lines (e.g., the deeper psychic can be
progressing while the frontal is quite retarded). We all know
people who are spiritually developed but still rather immature in
sexual relations, emotional intimacy, physical health, and so on.
Even if you have constant access to One Taste, that will not make
your muscles grow stronger, will not necessarily get you that new
job, won't get you the girl, and won't cure all your neuroses. You
can still have deep pockets of shadow material that are not
necessarily dug up as you advance into higher stages of spiritual
practice or meditation (precisely because meditation is not, contra the popular view, primarily an
uncovering technique; if it were, most of our meditation teachers
wouldn't need psychotherapy, whereas most of them do, like
everybody else. Meditation is not primarily uncovering the
repressed unconscious, but allowing the emergence of
higher domains—which usually leaves the lower, repressed domains
still lower, and still repressed.)
So even as you advance in your
own spiritual unfolding, consider combining it with a good
psychotherapeutic practice, because spiritual practice, as a rule,
will not adequately expose the psychodynamic unconscious. Nor will
it appropriately exercise the physical body—so try weightlifting.
Nor will it exercise the pranic body—trying adding t'ai chi ch'uan.
Nor will it work with group or community dynamic, so add . . .
Well, the point, of course, is to take upintegral
practice as the only sound and
balanced way to proceed with one's own higher
development.
• This is especially important
because the Person-Centered Civil Reli.gion (and the 415 Paradigm)
is anchored predominantly in the stage of holistic belief. In order for most people to move beyond those
mental translations, a genuine transformative practice is
required. Integral
practice is very likely the most
effective. It emphasizes transformation not just in the I, but in
all four quadrants—or the Big Three of I, we, and it—transformative
practices in the self, with relationships and community, and with
nature [see June 18], not merely as a change in type of
belief but in level of consciousness. In short: exercise body,
mind, soul, and spirit in self, culture, and nature.
• Even though I have described
higher stages whose access usually takes at least five or six years
of arduous practice (and whose highest stages often take thirty
years or more), don't let that put you off if you are a
beginner. Simply begin
practice—five or six years will go by in a blink, but you will
be reaping the abundant rewards. On the other hand, if you listen
to those teachers who are selling nothing but beliefs (magic,
mythic, rational, or holistic), you will be nothing but five or six
years older. (Holistic beliefs are fine—and quite accurate—for
the mental realm. But spirituality
is about the transmental realm, the supramental realm, the
superconscious realm, and no amount of mind translations will help
you transcend the mind. And no amount of Person-Centered
Civil Religion will deliver you from yourself.) Rather, you must
take up a contemplative, transpersonal, supramental practice. So no
matter how daunting practice seems, simply begin. As the old joke
has it: How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time.
• The fact is, a few bites into
the elephant and you will already start gaining considerable
benefits. You might begin, say, twenty minutes a day of centering
prayer as taught by Father Thomas Keating. Many people report
almost immediate effects—calming, opening, caring, listening: the
heart melts a little bit, and so do you. Zikr for a half hour;
vipassana for 40 minutes; yoga exercises twice a day, worked into
your schedule; Tantric visualization; prayer of the heart; counting
your breaths for 15 minutes each morning before you get out of bed.
Any of those are fine; whatever works for you, just take the first
few bites. . . .
• We need to be gentle with
ourselves, it is true; but we also need to be firm. Treat yourself
with real compassion, not idiot compassion, and therefore begin to
challenge yourself, engage yourself, push yourself: begin to
practice.
• As any of these practices
start to take hold, you might find it appropriate to attend an
intensive retreat for a few days each year. This will give you a
chance to extend the little "peeks" of practice into the beginning
plateaus of practice. The years will go by, yes, but you will be
ripening along with them, slowly but surely transcending the lesser
aspects of yourself and opening to the greater. There will come a
day when you will look back on all that time as if it were just
dream, because in fact it is a dream, from which you will soon
awaken.
• The point is simple: If you
are interested in genuine transformative spirituality, find an
authentic spiritual teacher and begin practice. Without practice, you will never move beyond
the phases of belief, faith, and random peak experiences. You will
never evolve into plateau experiences, nor from there into
permanent realization. You will remain, at best, a brief visitor in
the territory of your own higher estate, a tourist in your own true
Self.