Contemplation on
Impermanence
by Ven. Shangpa
Rinpoche
13th April
2007 8
pm
Karma Kagyud Buddhist
Centre Singapore
Guru Devotion is very
important to our practice as it overcomes our pride and ego which
we always had. Renunciation is next in importance. We need both of
these to be able to follow the right course towards enlightenment.
Many masters have said that the preliminaries can be more profound
than the actual practice of dharma. If we do not develop proper
renunciation through contemplation on the preliminaries, our
practice will not be fruitful.
Even if we know that
the human body is so difficult to obtain and it is very precious
and useful to us, we cannot avoid the fact that it is impermanent.
Once there is birth, there will be death, but no one knows when
death will come. Shantideva has mentioned, “Tomorrow and Death,
which will come first, nobody knows. Tomorrow may not come, but the
coming of death is certain.” Therefore we should not strive for
tomorrow but make proper preparation for death. To do this we need
to contemplate on how to avoid suffering during death which is very
real and unavoidable. Even though we feel sad or uncomfortable when
thinking about death, we need to face this fact that we will all
die one day and try to overcome the sufferings it brings. We need
to contemplate positively and prepare ourselves for
death.
The Kadampa masters
have provided 5 short sentences on contemplation of impermanence.
Firstly we must contemplate that everything will not remain as it
is but will keep changing moment by moment. Not only ourselves, but
even the greater phenomena of the universe is impermanent. The
Abhidharma states that the formation of universe takes trillions of
years and the universe can be sustained for nearly the same amount
of time. Then the destruction of the universe, Up to the realm of
form will inevitably come albeit taking a long time to be
completely destroyed. We should also reflect on the passing of
time. Last year is already past and in the present year, day by
day, week by week, month by month, everything is changing and
moving on. All beings in the universe, even great masters are also
impermanent. We just have to look at ourselves and how we have
changed, from a small child to a teenager then to becoming an
adult. We do not know how many years we will live on, but moment by
moment we are progressing towards death. We should contemplate and
ask ourselves, “What should we do from now?”
Secondly we must
contemplate on others who have died. Whether young or old, rich or
poor, healthy or unhealthy, many we have known have died. We have
also heard of countless more who have died through the news or
people we know. Even if we do not talk of death, we have seen much
changes in fortunes, people in high and important positions have
fallen from grace, people in low positions have risen to places of
importance, poor people have become millionaires, the rich have
become poor. All things are constantly changing and do not remain
constant. We should realize that we still have some time left
before dying and should make full use of it fully by practicing
Dharma diligently. This is the result of our contemplation on the
second point.
Thirdly we must contemplate
on the causes of death. There are very few causes for living but
many causes of death. Natural disasters such as landslides, floods,
earthquakes, tsunamis can cause death. Although not common
in Singapore, in Nepal, many have died from
lightning strikes. Man made disasters such as wars can also cause
death. We hear many of such incidents from the news and we even see
some with our own eyes. What kind of death we will encounter or
when it will happen is unknown. However the fact that we will die
is certain. Some Bodhisattva Sutras mention that people can die as
well from food poisoning, overeating, improper digestion, not being
able to pass motion, not observing the advice of doctors and nurses
or attack from negative forces. Without being careful, we perform
rugged activities or do things in the extreme and cause harm to our
bodies. As there are many causes of death, we must observe the law
of cause and effect and take good care of our precious human body
thus sustaining our lives for as long as we can. With the time
bought from remaining in good health, we should practice
diligently.
Milarepa is one of our
lineage masters and also Tibet’s greatest yogi. After he
had gone through difficulties and much suffering before finally
obtaining all teachings from his teacher Marpa, he obtained
permission to return to his hometown. Marpa said that in his
hometown he will see the true example of impermanence and this will
be good for him. When he returned, he saw that his house has
already collapsed and his mother’s skeleton was lying on the
ground, the threads that bind the dharma texts have been nibbled
through by rats and grass was growing through the text in between.
He spent a whole night in his house and from there, truly realized
impermanence and how frightening it is if he did not make full use
of his time for practice. He then made a great resolve towards
obtaining liberation and practiced the dharma by meditating in the
caves. It is not difficult to know about impermanence, but to be
thoroughly convinced and motivated by contemplating on impermanence
is extremely difficult. If we are not convinced, we will continue
to lead our worldly lives and not make much effort towards our
practice. If we are convinced, we would make the greatest effort
towards obtaining enlightenment. Therefore it is good to spend some
time everyday to contemplate on impermanence and convince ourselves
how important it is to practice and thus speed up our progress
towards enlightenment.
Fourthly we should
contemplate on what will happen during death. Sometimes we ask
people, “Are you afraid of dying?” and many will say no. If one is
a great practitioner, then this would probably be true. For them,
death is liberation. For an ordinary person, they are probably not
thinking deeply and just answering casually due to their ego, to
show off that they are not cowards. Who actually wishes to die?
Everyone actually want to live for as long as possible. Dying is
quite frightening and terrible but it will happen eventually.
During death, the physical body and mind separate. Only tragic
circumstances or great trauma will bring this about. Especially for
those who have accumulated bad karma, due to the manifestation of
the bad karma, their mind becomes confused and they see the
hell-beings and the tortures of hell and they become very
disturbed.
When Rinpoche was in
Nepal, he heard that a butcher
who makes a living from killing buffaloes fell sick. When the
butcher was about to die, he developed great fear as he saw
buffaloes charging towards him with their sharp horns and asked the
people around to save him as the buffaloes will kill him. Even
before death, the manifestations of karma have begun. Likewise for
great practitioners, during the moment of death, they will see the
Buddhas and Dakinis welcoming them and their mind remains in great
peace. There was an old lama in Nepal who recently died. Before he
passed away, he spoke to those around of seeing Red Chenrezig and
Karmapa arriving to welcome him. He was the only one there who
could see this. So this is the great difference at the time of
death between those who have accumulated much bad karma and those
who have accumulated great merits.
The actual moment of death
is very important. Even if a person has accumulated much merit in
his life, at the moment of death, if he is confused due to the
rising of anger or other negative emotions, this would affect his
next rebirth which may be in lower realms. If a practitioner can
internalize the teachings and have a very good practice, at the
time of death, he will be able to sustain peace and calm in his
mind and this would be the gate towards liberation. We should
contemplate therefore on this difference between good and mediocre
practitioners and strive towards a good experience during death by
practicing diligently now.
Fifthly we should
contemplate on what happens after death. As we know, after death,
even the King of the universe cannot bring along with him a single
piece of clothing or even the lowliest of servants. He has to leave
all his belongings behind. The body becomes a corpse with just a
piece of clothing to shroud the corpse. Nobody will feel that the
body is majestic or wonderful. After a few days the corpse will rot
and become smelly, nobody would want it. The mind is separate from
the body. Mind has no control over itself, it is being controlled
by the karmic forces. It is like a small feather in the air being
pushed along by whichever wind is stronger. Just like this, the
mind experiences the bardo stage. Our final destination is unknown
to us. There is no guidance whatsoever. Mind wanders, looking for
help but not finding it. The positive and negative karmic forces
will control us. Whatever sins we have accumulated cannot be
removed, it is already deeply imprinted in our conscience. If we
have not accumulated merits, we cannot borrow any or accumulate new
merit at this stage. It is therefore very frightening. To a good
practitioner, every moment in the bardo is a moment leading towards
liberation. For those who have not accumulated merits however, they
will be led to rebirth into the lower realms. If we do not start
accumulating merits now, no one will be able to guide or lead us
after death. So now, when we can still make the effort towards
accumulating great merit, we should do so.
After all this, we
start to feel that we do not have much time and must start
practicing and learning the Dharma. Dharma needs to be applied and
we should make Dharma inseparable from ourselves. Everything we
learn from Dharma we should apply accordingly, every experience
taught in the Dharma, we should experience for ourselves, every
realization possible from the Dharma, we should realize for
ourselves. You may be able to learn a lot about Dharma, but it is
only intellectual. If you do not try to apply and internalize it,
then you are just an ordinary being without any achievement or
accumulations. We must make Dharma inseparable from us. We have
already used up half of our lives, perhaps occasionally doing good
deeds but more often than not accumulating very bad karma. We have
already wasted a lot of time and not much time is left for
practice. So we should not be distracted by the pursuit of fame,
wealth, enjoyment and other such worldly attainments, which will
not benefit us during or after death. Instead of working to fulfill
the ego, we should focus on the path of practice wholeheartedly
with our body, speech and mind. This is the final conclusion we
must reach after contemplation. If we see someone mindlessly
seeking enjoyment for themselves, we should arouse great pity and
compassion for them as they are wasting their precious time. We
should then aspire ourselves to make full use of our time in the
world to practice and aim towards escaping rebirth in the 3 lower
realms. Even if we cannot be liberated in this life, we should at
least make the aspiration to practice the Dharma life after life
till liberation may be attained.
There are many Kadampa
masters who are very great and contemplate every moment on
impermanence. One such master was meditating in a cave where a
thorn bush grows outside the entrance. Everyday when he walks past
the thorn bush to get water from the outside, his clothes get
caught on the thorns and he will think, “This bush is such a
nuisance, I should cut it down.” The next moment however, he will
reflect that he may not live long enough to make it back into the
cave for practice and brush off the thought. When he returns with
the water, again his clothes get caught on the thorns and he thinks
of cutting it down. Immediately he however contemplates that he may
not live long enough to get out of the cave again and once again
brushes off the thought. This went on for many years until he
became enlightened and came out of the cave to teach others. We
should follow his example. Thoughts on impermanence should not be
reflected just once in a while, we should think about impermanence
all the time. In the Tibetan custom, it is an unlucky omen to place
a cup upside down as this signifies death. The Kadampa masters
however purposely turn their cup upside down each night before they
sleep so that if they die during their sleep, no one needs to help
to turn the cup upside down. If we contemplate about death every
moment, then we will not do anything bad. Reflection on
impermanence is therefore very important. It is a whip motivating
us towards practice and a teacher telling us that we should be
doing more for our own practice. We should therefore make effort in
our practice through reflection on impermanence.
In particular when we
do the four foundations, we should spend at least fifteen minutes
everyday to reflect on the four ordinary foundations, which are the
precious human body with its 8 leisures and 10 achievements, 5 from
ourselves and 5 from others; impermanence; karmic cause and effect
as well as the sufferings of samsara. In a retreat, a practitioner
has to spend 7 full days on such contemplation.
With the short time we
have in our lives, we must develop the motivation, “I must achieve
spiritual attainments.” Therefore we should not be casual in our
practice and should be extremely focused and careful in performing
the contemplations and other steps in the practice. Karmic cause
and effect is always there with us. By constantly contemplating on
the Karmic causes and effects, we will be able to prevent ourselves
from doing any negative actions and accumulating bad karma. We must
be very firm in our practice. We listen to the Dharma in order to
make something happen in our lives, it is not for fun. We must
spend at least fifteen minutes everyday thinking of this and slowly
we will start to transform. The process of renunciation will then
begin. Renunciation does not mean putting on monk’s robes and
leaving your family, that is just changing of clothes. Renunciation
has to come from within.
This teaching is a
reminder for all those who are already practicing the foundations
and hopefully a motivation for those who are going to start the
practice. We are all very new to the practice and even high
practitioners need to reflect frequently on the four ordinary
foundations. It is therefore important for us to emulate
them.