When I was twenty-one, I had to decide whether to
continue with my studies or to practise. I chose to practise. This
is partly because I felt I already had a basic understanding of
dharma but mainly it was because I was concerned about death, I had
seen so much of it in my family. Soon after I took full ordination,
I entered the traditional three year, three month and three day
retreat. I did two retreats in succession. The meditations
practised during the retreat are as
follows:
First is seven days of Dorje Phurba practice to remove obstacles
and to
provide protection. This practice is also done every evening and
is
continued until the end of the
retreat.
Then
follows seven days of White Tara which is practised to insure
long
life
and good health. This is also continued each morning until the
end
of
the retreat.
Four
sessions of Lotog Namzhi. These are the "Ordinary
Preliminary
Practices", the "Four Thoughts which Change the
Mind".
Four
months of Ngön Dro, the "Extraordinary Preliminary
Practices".
These consist of 111 111 prostrations, to purify the body; 111 111
Dorje
Sempa mantras, to purify the speech; 111 111 mandala offerings,
to
purify the mind; and 111 111 Guruyoga recitations, to invoke
the
blessing of the
lineage.
One
month of Lojong Dondün, "Seven point Mind Training", this
consists
of
reading and meditating on
bodhicitta.
One
month Semdzin, this is shine and lhatong (Skt: shamata
and
vipashana).
One
month Marpa Guruyoga.
One
month Milarepa
Guruyoga.
One
month Gampopa Guruyoga.
One
month Karma Pakshi
Guruyoga.
Seven months
Vajrayogini.
Four
months Chakrasambhava.
Seven months Naro Cho Drug: the Six Yogas of
Naropa.
Three months Gyalwa Gyamtso: Red
Avalokiteshvara.
Fifty days Amitabha: O
Pagme.
One
month Akshobhya: Mi
Drugpa.
One
month Vairochana.
One
month Mahakala.
One
month Chod.
One
month White Tara: Drolma
Karpo.
On the
completion of my second retreat, I spent another three years in
solitary retreat in a forest near the retreat centre. All my
instruction was from H.E. Beru Khyentse Rinpoche and Venerable Kalu
Rinpoche. I thought I would spend the rest of my life in retreat
but, in 1981, His Holiness the 16th Gyalwang Karmapa and His
Eminence Beru Khyentse Rinpoche requested me to come to New Zealand
and Australia. I have been here for more than seventeen years now
and I like both countries very much and I like the people.
Initially, it was difficult for me, on account of my pidgin
English. These days I still speak pidgin English but I don't have
so much trouble communicating. I'm really not sure how much benefit
there is in my being here but there must be at least some benefit,
otherwise His Holiness would not have sent me. I trust His Holiness
one hundred per cent, furthermore, I'm interested in quality more
than quantity. On the whole, I think I have become wilder and
wiser.
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