You have to understand that your faith is not built on
inspiration and seeking Magical powers
If that is so , Your belief in Buddhism is none other than those
stubborn old ppl in Buddhist Lodge who keep hankering they seen
Guanyin and shouting and yelling at people when ppl disagree with
them.
Thats not a practise .thats Idol ,magical Worship .The real
practice is nothing expected
Nothing expected ,even when u recite Amitabha .
keep seeing glimpse of Buddhaland but your daily practise is so
emotional doesnt help you in the single bit toward Western
Paradise
I agree with you. I understand what you mean because now I have
a better understanding of Buddhism. However, these sightings help
to build our confidence in Amitabha's pureland. I admit that I kind
of clinging on to it, hoping I will see again the next time which
is not very healthy right.
I shared my experience with my friends and a neighbour. They
know me well that I am someone who don't lie about this kind of
thing. They followed me to temple for chanting for the very first
time after I told them what I saw. So it is not all bad when you
share your experience. But I must learn not to cling on to it,
still learning.