What are the parameters of sanity ? Buddha said that all
of us are deluded and he was asked what he meant by delusion and he
replied "when you saw a rope and thought that it was a snake."
Personal experience. Once my former colleagues wanted to drive
me crazy for the simple reason that they could not proved my
dishonesty. They tried all manner of things to do it and everytime
they did it I collected concrete evidences of their evil and
malicious intentions. The reason they tried so hard to discredit me
was that they were so afraid that I would exposed their lies and
deceptions "in high places". They manipulated my wife to help
them and our marriage ended in divorce. Before the divorce my wife
convinced me to see a counsellor. I presented my case with concrete
evidences of the attempts at trying to make me appear as
crazy. The doctor finally concluded and reported it to my
wife that I do not exhibit any evidences of delusions but I was
still deluded as I was very clever at covering up my
delusions.
So even without any evidences he could see my delusions. Isn't
that what buddha described as delusion ? A year after
my divorce someone concrete - not imagined - told me everything
that my ex-wife and my colleagues did. Everything fell into place -
the lies and the fabrication of events. So I was seeing very
clearly with evidences painfully and carefully collected to verify
what I thought and my world view then.
I brought this up to underline the danger of thinking or
treating someone as mentally ill totally on the word of others.
Some times people's motive are less than noble while telling you
that they are doing it out of kindness of their heart.
I remember once also while distributing food to an elderly, the
elderly became very fearful and told me how the neighbour was
trying to harm her. I asked her why she said what she said and she
pulled me towards her toilet. In there she pointed me to some
scratches on the floor that looked like a man. She said the
neighbour had cast a spell and cause the man to appear in her
toilet to harm her. I proceeded to pull her to her balcony and
searched for a cloud I could use and fortunately there was one. I
pointed to a cloud that looked like a person smiling benignly down
on her and I asked her what she saw ? She smiled and
understood. I wanted to understand her condition and started asking
her background. She was just like you and I but I felt her sense of
loneliness and such sense of loneliness often made us - even
amongst the best of us - to see and hear things.
I brought this up to underline a very simple fact of life that
even amongst the best of us, our delusions could be accentuated
given the right circumstances,that could make our life hell on
earth.
All of us are deluded as defined by buddha but to every buddhist
that I asked when I was in singapore NONE said that they were
deluded. The best they could offer was that they were 'sometimes'
deluded and could not see clearly. Given that all of us due
to karmic obscuration could not see clearly then up to what degree
would we consider that such delusions become an illness ? I
would use harm as the criteria - harm to ourselves and to
others.Even when we go around trying to malign others could be
considered as such illness. Our delusions make us insensitive. Our
clever rationalisations make us feel good with the bad that we
do.
Does buddhism with all its meditation, philosophy and teachings
offer a way out of such intense and accentuated delusions ?
My brief answer is a no. These delusions have to be resolved at a
deeper level. We can't use a dirty cloth (the mind) to clean the
mind. Some energetic meditations can help but these were not taught
by buddha.
I believe chinese medicine do hold vital keys to helping the
people resolve such difficulties. Western medicine had failed
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Vedantam,“Against Depression, sugar pill is hard to beat”,
Washington Post
May 7,2002;Page A01) All the mindless killings we read these
days , many of it were a result of such medication.
Please check : a. ACUPUNCTURE AND PSYCHIATRY, Dr. S.
W. Wong
M.B., B.S. ( H. K.) M. R. C. Psych ( U. K.)
b. Towards a Spirit at Peace -
Understanding the Treatment of Shen disorders with Chinese medicine
, Subhuti Dharmananda
May all be well and happy.
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Oftentimes the powerful and the greedy destroy
another not because they were incredible or not credible but
precisely because they were credible.
Anonymous.
This phrase reminded me of Stalin.