WEBU SAYADAW:
You have taken the precepts. Now that you have undertaken the
practice of the perfection of morality, fulfil it.
What you realize when you penetrate the Four Noble Truths is
called bodhi. You are born at a good time and in a good form of
existence. Now then, emulate the wise disciples of the Buddha and
put forth effort as strong as theirs, so that you may attain the
awakening to which you aspired. Those who received the Teachings
from the Buddha himself worked ceaselessly in all four postures[1]
and thus attained enlightenment.
The human beings, Devas and Brahmas who achieved their
aspiration[2] on just one occasion cannot be counted in hundreds,
thousands, hundred of thousands, or millions. Sometimes in one
split second, an incalculably large number of beings achieved their
aspirations. From the time the Buddha attained full awakening,
beings have been able to attain Nibbana. But it is not only during
the lifetime of the Buddha that beings can attain Nibbana; Nibbana
can be attained as long as the teachings of the Buddha are
available.
The attainment of Nibbana is not bliss just for a brief moment.
It will have lasting effects for the rest of the round of birth and
death (samsara). What the Buddha taught is the way out of
suffering. You don't have to know a vast amount. If you practise
one technique properly, with strong and steadfast effort, you will
come to know for yourselves that you are people of great strength.
You will not have to ask others about the Teachings, and you will
not even have to tell others that you are practising.
Once you have established effort, you will not only know what
good teachers told you, but you will clearly know for yourselves
how the viriya-iddhipada factor arises in a split second.
You have the good quality of being able to follow the good
advice of the Buddha as his disciples did in the past.
When I increase effort, then the viriya-iddhipada factor will
increase also. And then what will happen? I will think: "With just
this much effort, the viriya-iddhipada factor has arisen to this
extent. But my energy is not exhausted yet. There is still more. I
shall increase my effort further." And the will to increase effort
will arise. At this same instant, effort increases. As effort
increases, the viriya-iddhipada factor becomes stronger. When these
factors have thus risen to a very high standard, then all your
aspirations can be fulfilled.
Do not take rest. Do not take breaks or time off. Work
continuously. If you develop continuously, you will become happier
and happier. In this way the disciples of the Buddha became very
happy, never getting enough of this happiness. Do you
understand?
If a king rules over a country, does he say complacently, "This
one country is sufficient for me"?
DISCIPLE:
No, sir, he doesn't remain satisfied.
S: And if he rules a
whole continent and has become emperor, is he satisfied then?
D: No, sir, he
isn't.
S: If he isn't
satisfied, what will he do?
D: He will try to
acquire more and more territory, sir.
S: When a man is emperor
over a continent, he wants the whole world. When he gets the whole
world, he wants to become a Universal Monarch.[3] Once he is a
Universal Monarch will he say, "This is enough" and be
satisfied?
D: No, sir, he will not
be satisfied.
S: All those who are
perfect in their faith and have performed the highest form of
generosity and demonstrated the greatest form of respect can’t be
satisfied. They will practise meditation and will gradually attain
the stages of awakening (samapatti). Once they are able to enter
into the states of Nibbana, only this happiness will count for
them.
Nibbana is the highest and noblest form of happiness there is.
It is said that one can never experience enough of the highest and
noblest form of happiness. And not only the direct disciples of the
Buddha were able to achieve it; if you put forth continuous effort
to the same extent that the wise of old did, you too will
experience this highest happiness, even now. Then you will know, "I
experienced a happiness that doesn't last only for a moment, or
just for a lifetime, but for the remainder of the cycle of birth
and death. And why did I attain this happiness? Because I was born
into the right form of existence, because I was born at the right
time, because I put forth strong effort."
At any time when human beings, Devas and Brahmas accepted and
practised the Teachings, they were successful. In this context, "At
any time" means that whenever one undertakes this practice, he
obtains understanding. The time span in which the Teachings of the
Buddha are available is very important and special: if you want to
attain Nibbana you can do so at any time; it is easy now.
Don’t say, "This is not my cup of tea. This isn't suitable for
me. I won’t get anything out of this". You have noble aspirations
and you can fulfil them now. So if you say to yourselves, "I shall
take up the practice right now," don't you think you can get real
understanding? You can get it practising in a group or by yourself.
Seek for yourself. Take up one of the techniques the Buddha taught
and practise it with one-pointedness and strong effort. Establish
awareness of in-breath and out-breath and the spot where the air
touches while you are breathing in and out.
When you are thus aware of the spot, can there still be worry,
anxiety, and fear? Can there still be greed, aversion, and
delusion?[4] And, when you concentrate your mind in this way, you
revere the Teachings, don't you?
D: Yes, sir.
S: You will understand
that the degree to which you come out of suffering depends on how
much effort you put in and on how strongly the viriya-iddhipada
factor arises out of this effort.
D: We understand,
sir.
S: There will be no more
room for doubt because you have now practised the technique and
experienced it for yourselves, and so you know it. You will think,
"Even in such a short time am I able to come out of suffering
immediately to such an extent, but my strength is not yet
exhausted." And the will to exert still more effort arises, and you
will become happy with a happiness of which you never tire.
Now, tell me. There is such a thing as a Universal Monarch in
the world, isn't there?
D: Yes, sir, there
is.
S: When the time is
right for a Universal Monarch to arise, will no one notice this
fact?
D: We don't know,
sir.
S: About one hundred
years before the Universal Monarch arises the good news goes around
and a commotion arises. Then all are setting their hopes and
yearnings on the Universal Monarch. They are happy and when he is
born they rejoice.
What are the circumstances necessary for a Universal Monarch to
arise?
D: Only when the "Jewel
of the Wheel"[5] arrives, sir, can someone become a Universal
Monarch.
S: Yes, before the Jewel
of the Wheel arises he is called the embryo Universal Monarch, but
even then his authority, wealth and power are considerable. Will he
say, "Let the Jewel of the Wheel not arise; what I have got is
quite enough for me!"?
D: No, sir, he
won't.
S: And why not?
D: Because he wants to
become still greater through the arisal of the Jewel of the
Wheel.
S: So, when will the
Jewel of the Wheel come?
D: It will come at the
right time, sir.
S: The Jewel of the
Wheel arises due to the merit the embryo Universal Monarch has
accumulated. But there are still duties for him, and having
understood these duties and keeping them in mind, he has to fulfil
them.
Now say there is an embryo Universal Monarch. His merit is ripe,
but he doesn't fulfil the duties that are the final cause for his
becoming a Universal Monarch. Will the Jewel of the Wheel arise of
its own accord?
D: No, sir, it will not
arise by itself, I think. He will have to exercise himself
further.
S: Now let's say you
were the embryo Universal Monarch waiting for the Jewel of the
Wheel to arise so that you will reign over the whole world. You
will still have to practise further. You have to keep sila. But
would you say, "Well, I don't need the Jewel of the Wheel any more.
I am quite satisfied with the riches and splendour I have
attained."?
D: No, sir.
S: You will not give up
at this point, because if you become a Universal Monarch you will
be able to reign according to the Dhamma so that the whole world
will be happy. Do you think the people of your provinces will say
to you, "Oh embryo Universal Monarch, you have got enough
power"?
D: No, sir, certainly
not.
S: So, what will the
people say?
D: "Work hard and fulfil
your duties," they will say, sir.
S: And why is
this?
D: Because they want the
Jewel of the Wheel to arise, sir.
S: Yes, you see, because
of the power of the Wheel of the Universal Monarch, all will
experience many different types of happiness. But when one has
become a Universal Monarch, will this give him results for the rest
of the cycle of birth and death? How long can he be Universal
Monarch?
D: Only as long as the
Jewel of the Wheel is there, sir.
S: Yes, even a Universal
Monarch can be on his throne at best for one life span, but now the
Buddha's Teachings are available. If all the good beings who have
taken birth in a happy existence take up the practice of the
Buddha's teachings, they can attain awakening as they aspired to in
the past. But it is as with the embryo Universal Monarch: he
doesn't become a Universal Monarch by just enjoying the royal
splendour that he has already achieved; he will only become a
universal ruler when he has fulfilled the duties and disciplines
necessary to obtain the Jewel of the Wheel.
Now, approximately when do you want to attain Nibbana?
D: Very soon,
sir.
S: What does that
mean?
D: Now, immediately,
sir.
S: So, you are going to
attain it right now?
D: If it's possible,
sir.
S: Well, at the time you
accept it, you will reach it.
D: One can get it only
when the ten perfections (paramis) are completed, fulfilled,
sir.
S: You still don't
understand. We were talking about the embryo Universal Monarch just
now. He attained that point because of his fulfilling the ten
paramis. This fulfilment of the paramis means that he can become a
Universal Monarch for certain. But when will he become a Universal
Monarch? When he has fulfilled the practices and duties that cause
the arising of the Jewel of the Wheel. So, if he undertakes these,
the jewel will arise. Now, don't tell me you want Nibbana. If you
practise now, you will realize it now. Will you take up practising?
But then don't get up after some time and run away.
If you want to become sovereign rulers, what do you have to do?
You have to master all the arts that are required of an
accomplished prince and princess. So what do you think you have to
master as sons and daughters of the Buddha?
D: We have to master
sila, samadhi, and panna, sir.
S: What do you have to
do to become a king? You have to study and practise the eighteen
arts a king has to master. You have to learn about war-elephants,
strategy, how to overcome enemies, and so forth. Once you have
learned all this, what will you do when you encounter
enemies?
D: We'll attack them,
sir.
S: There are enemies who
obstruct our progress towards Nibbana, and if we want to get there,
we have to fight them. Will you fight them after having equipped
yourselves with weapons?
D: Yes, sir.
S: You will have to sit
for a long time. Once the battle starts, you have to fight for
real. Once you have deployed your troops in the battlefield, you
will have to go ahead. Only if you prevail will you become a
king.
D: We shall fight,
sir.
S: Good, go ahead. Don’t
get up and run away, even if time seems long. If you fight well,
you will become a sovereign king.
During the time of the Buddha, people learned the Teachings from
the Buddha himself. The Buddha simply taught how to defeat all
forms of ignorance. Do you think that all those who listened to his
words and then practised accordingly repulsed ignorance? They
really refuted all forms of ignorance and therefore they were
victorious. They attained supreme happiness. Establish yourselves
in effort and all your aspirations will be realized. You are well
equipped with weapons for the battle, aren't you?
D: Yes, sir.
S: And you will fight,
won't you? Your enemies do attack and they attack often and with
full force. Are sloth, torpor, and laziness friends or enemies?
What do you do when they come? I think it has been some time since
you fought a battle?
D: Quite some time,
sir.
S: Tell me about the
weapons you will have to use, and how you have to fight.
D: We have to fight for
one hour every day, sir.
S: Only one hour a
day?
D: We can't even always
manage that much, sir.
S: Look here! Is this
because the weapons are soft or because the warriors are
soft?
D: We are soft,
sir.
S: Are princes and
princesses who want to become rulers soft too?
D: No, sir. They can't
be because soft princes are defeated.
S: But these princes
here, are they people with strength and fortitude or are they
soft?
D: We are soft,
sir.
S: As sons and daughters
of the Buddha do you want to become sovereigns of Nibbana or do you
want to remain princes and princesses?
D: We all want to become
rulers, sir.
S: The weapon you have
is good; so attack! But only if you hold the weapons properly will
the enemy fear you. I think you don't hold the weapon
properly.
D: We do attack, sir,
but our way of attack is weak. Out of compassion give us a powerful
weapon, sir.
S: I can only give you
the weapon. This weapon will not do anything; only if you take this
weapon and make use of it can you win. No weapon is weak, and you
don't have just one. You have a whole store of weapons. If I were
to enumerate them, it would become a long list.
D: Sir, we fail because
we have so many weapons.
S: No, it's because you
don't fight. You have to fight. Do you understand? Don't you want
to become sovereign kings? Do you want to stay princes and
princesses?
D: We try hard, sir, but
we never succeed.
S: Yes, yes, but the
weapon is all right. You don't succeed because you don't fight. You
are talking like most people. You meditate, you put forth effort,
but in spite of that you sound as if there was no effort. There is
so much energy in you, but you don't use it. You do have energy. If
you put all your stock of energy to use, you will assuredly become
real sons and daughters of the Buddha, become kings by attaining
Nibbana. Sons and daughters of the Buddha have the ability to
accept instructions, make effort and follow the Teachings of the
Buddha. All who practise the Teachings, be they humans, Devas or
Brahmas, can fulfil their different aspirations for Nibbana. Even
if you keep up the awareness of in- breath and out-breath
throughout only one day, you will understand much. You may say that
you have been meditating for so many years, but have you really
ever been able to keep your mind focused for a full day?
D: No, sir.
S: By one day I mean a
day and a night, twenty-four hours. Now, do this: practise the
Teachings of the Buddha to the full for one day and one night. If
you have done this once, you will all be able to appreciate the
value of just one single day. Some of you may have been practising
for twenty or thirty years and some even longer. But just examine
yourselves. Have you really, having established yourselves in
complete effort, fulfilled one single day in practice? Have
you?
D: No, sir, we
haven't.
S: And why have you
never devoted yourselves fully for one whole day? You do have the
energy required, don’t you?
D: Yes, sir.
S: You don't use the
energy you have in the right place. You waste it for no purpose.
Are you still going to shows and entertainments?
D: Yes, sir. We watch a
pwe[6] all night until dawn, without sleeping.
S: How many nights in a
row do you do this?
D: About two or three
nights, sir.
S: How many shows have
you seen in all?
D: I can't remember,
sir.
S: You see; there you
have plenty of energy. Day and night. There your effort is strong.
Now, how many times have you observed the Uposatha
precepts?[7]
D: Many times,
sir.
S: I mean, how many days
have you observed the eight Uposatha precepts day and night?
D: We have observed them
ever since we were children, sir.
S: How many days
altogether? A day I call a day and a night, twenty-four hours. Do
you get a full day of Uposatha observances, if you look at it like
this?
D: No, sir, we don't. We
observed them about half a day at a time, sir.
S: Have you fulfilled
them to the utmost during that half day?
D: We are unable to do
that, sir. We started this morning, sir and shall keep it up until
tomorrow.
S: You do have the will
to work, but you don't usually use it for this noble purpose, but
rather to watch pwes. If you die while watching a pwe, where will
you go?
D: To the lower world,
sir.
S: Do you want
that?
D: No, sir.
S: Even if you don't
want it, it has great power over you, doesn't it? If you were to
really observe the Uposatha day, with full effort for the whole
day, could you not then fulfil your aspirations? If you keep up the
practice on an Uposatha day, you will understand, you will come to
know something.
The real disciples of the Buddha take sila on Uposatha days, and
then they immediately take the object and firmly keep their
attention fixed on it. Now if your attention is so firmly fixed on
an object, can sloth, torpor or laziness disturb you?
D: No, sir, they
can't.
S: If our attention is
firmly established on in-breath and out-breath and the point of
contact, do we still hear other people's conversation?
D: No, sir.
S: What if someone
speaks very loudly?
D: It doesn't disturb
us, sir.
S: There is no wanting,
aversion or delusion. If our minds are thus purged of greed,
aversion, and ignorance, will there still be loneliness,
depression, and laziness?
D: No, sir.
S: Do we still miss
company?
D: No, sir.
S: Do we still want to
know what others are saying?
D: No, sir.
S: If someone comes and
invites us out, are we excited?
D: No, sir.
S: We shall not
jealously guard what we have. Good people are not like that. We
share it with those with whom we live. "May they also get what I
have got." Now, what will happen if all of you establish strong
effort from sunrise to sunset, without a break. This is a long
time-span, from sunrise to sunset. But will you feel it to be
long?
D: No, sir.
S: You will think"Today
the time went so quickly! We observed Uposatha and the time just
flew! And I really don't know why this day was so short." And after
sunset you will again establish awareness of the object and then
day will break and you still continue with the awareness of the
spot below the nose, above the upper lip until it is light. Without
interruption. And you will wonder, "How did this night pass so
quickly; now it is day again!"
This is how they used to practise on Uposatha days. When the
direct disciples of the Buddha undertook to practise for a day,
they practised for twenty-four hours. And when day came, they were
still not satisfied and said, "In the long cycle of birth and death
we have been doing all those other things for a long time, but not
this." And they continued their work without wavering. Do you have
days like this?
D: Our days contain some
interruptions, sir.
S: If someone keeps
Uposatha, and his mind wanders here and there-just anybody, I don't
mean you-so his mind flits around here and there. But he is at a
pagoda or under a holy Bodhi-tree, and say he dies at that moment.
What will happen to this worshipper?
D: He will go to the
lower worlds, sir.
S: How many lower planes
are there?
D: There are four lower
planes, sir.
S: What are they?
D: Hell, the animal
world, the plane of the hungry ghosts, and the demon world.
S: Now, who wants to go
to hell or the animal world?
D: I don't, sir.
S: What about the ghost
world or the demon world?
D: I don't want to go
there, sir.
S: If you take sila and
then don't firmly put your mind to observing the Teachings of the
Buddha, is that skilful[8] or not?
D: It is unskilful,
sir.
S: If someone observes
the Uposatha days without keeping his mind focused, where will he
be reborn when he dies?
D: In the lower planes
of existence, sir.
S: Are you sure?
D: Yes, sir, I'm
sure.
S: If I talk about
someone who doesn't keep his mind fixed on the object, I am not
talking about you people; I'm talking about that (fictional)
worshipper.
D: Sir, out of
compassion show us the good road out of the lower worlds.
S: Do you remember how
you focused your mind as the Buddha taught?
D: Yes, sir, I
remember.
S: So then, let us keep
the mind on the spot. What do you think?
D: Yes, sir.
S: But, of course, now
you can't do a full day any more. But if you practise until it is
light, you will have done half a day. What do you think?
D: We will keep our
minds at the spot, sir.
S: What other things do
you have to do tonight?
D: There is nothing to
do at night, sir.
S: You have eaten, so
you don't have to cook any more, and there is nothing else to do.
Very good. Will you stay here now that you have undertaken to keep
the Uposatha days? Won’t you want to go away?
D: We shall do our best,
sir.
S: If you say, "We shall
do our best," will there be no disturbances coming in? Will no
enemy attack? Only if you really mean it are the enemies afraid. If
you are firm, they run. You know about Maha-Kassapa, don't
you?
D: Yes, sir, we have
heard about him.
S: He met the Buddha and
then practised what the Buddha taught in order to escape from
suffering. There are four bodily postures: sitting, standing,
walking, and lying down. Which of these is prone to let in the
enemy? Laziness and sloth come in while lying down, and they come
to stay, don't they? If we indulge in laziness and sloth, shall we
be able to develop in morality, concentration, and wisdom?
D: No, sir, we
shan't.
S: Laziness and torpor
are our enemies. Therefore Maha-Kassapa rejected these postures in
which the enemy attacks and adopted the other three postures in
which the enemy can’t remain for long.
There are thirteen ascetic practices and Maha-Kassapa practised
all thirteen. Only those among the disciples of Buddha with the
strongest determination practised the sitter's practice, that is,
did not lie down for twenty-four hours a day. If one takes up the
sitter's practice and makes the strong determination not to sleep,
this sloth and laziness can't overpower him. Though these noble
disciples of the Buddha neither lay down nor slept, they lived long
and were very healthy.
Do you fight wars?
D: Yes, sir, we
do.
S: Now, you are going to
start your meditation. What preparations do you have to make?
D: We have to spread out
our mat.[9]
S: If you spread out
your mat before starting your meditation, soon someone will come
along. Who do you think that will be? Do you think laziness and
sleepiness will come your way?
D: If they come, sir, I
shall lie down and sleep.
S: What will you say to
them?
D: I won't say anything,
sir.
S: You will say, "Ha,
now only you come; I got the mat ready a long time ago." And what
are you going to do then? You are going to lie down flat on your
back and sleep. If you do this, will you be able to fulfil your
aspiration for Nibbana?
D: No, sir.
S: If you practise
without sleeping, you are establishing full effort and are always
keeping your attention firmly fixed on the object, day and night.
If you practise in this way, your morality, your concentration and
control over the mind, and your insight and wisdom will become
stronger and stronger. They will develop from moment to moment.
If you watch a pwe all night, you will feel tired in the
morning. But if you practise the Teachings of the Buddha all night,
you will experience happiness and joy without end, and you will not
feel sleepy. Do you understand? ... The Buddha taught this; it is
not my teaching. If you follow the Teachings of the Buddha and
don’t rest until you understand it completely, you will really
know.
If people tell you, "This shade is cool," don't simply believe
them, but try it out for yourselves. If you just repeat, "It is
cool, it is cool ...," because others say so, you don't really know
about its coolness; you merely talk about it. If someone just
babbles along, he doesn't show appreciation. But if someone speaks
from experience, then will he not be able to speak with deep
appreciation and radiant happiness and love?
So pay attention and practise. If you practise, you will reach
your goal. Not just hundreds, not thousands, not tens of thousands,
not hundreds of thousands; all who follow the Teachings will master
them.
When you start to meditate you still have to check: Is
everything arranged? Is there a place to sleep at night, and one to
rest during the day? Only when all this is in order, will you
meditate. Isn’t that so?
If you act in this way, you nourish your enemy, you call him a
friend; you love him. Once you recognize your enemy as such, do you
still associate with him?
D: No, sir.
S: What do you do if he
comes?
D: We check him and
defend ourselves.
S: How do you defend
yourselves? Will you attack him? Will you mount a full
attack?
D: We shall repulse him,
sir.
S: How do you repulse
him? Softly, so that he doesn't get hurt?
D: We shall ward him off
immediately so that he can't even come back.
S: Yes, carry on. Cut
him off and throw him overboard so that he can't ever come back.
Well then, what will you do when tiredness and laziness really
arise?
D: I shall probably fall
asleep, sir.
S: What about others in
the audience?
D: I don't know,
sir.
S: Will you recognize
the enemy and destroy him?
D: Just so, sir.
S: Very good. I shall
give you a simile. If a man sleeps a deep sleep and you wake him
up, he will awake quickly. If you try to wake up someone who
pretends to sleep, you will not be successful. Why is this
so?
D: The more one works on
him the more he pretends to sleep.
S: Yes. Now what about
you; are you really fast asleep or do you pretend to sleep?
D: I don't know,
sir.
S: If you are really
asleep, you will simply get up when I wake you up. Will you get
up?
D: Yes, sir.
S: Yes, and after
getting up, you will go back to sleep, I think. But I'm not sure
about that. I only think so.
D: I shall work hard as
you instruct me, sir.
S: Put forth effort and
you will become perfect. You have all you need.
All of you have acquired the elements of insight and
renunciation. Because of this, you now esteem the Teachings of the
Buddha; you want to fulfil and practise them. If the accumulation
of the perfection of renunciation is small, your ears will be
blocked to the Teachings of the Buddha. For instance, if somebody
tells you to come to this place, you don't want to come because you
are bored by this. But now you are attracted by this teaching. All
you need now is the same amount of effort that the noble disciples
of the Buddha made.
When you begin to practise you may worry, "If I sit just for one
or two hours, I am aching and stiff. How can I possibly sit for a
whole day and night? I think that's quite impossible." Don't you
worry like this?
D: No, sir, I
don't.
S: Though you may not
worry now, it will come up. But don't worry in this way. The Buddha
didn't teach suffering. He taught the way leading to happiness. You
may not believe this because you think your own thoughts. But you
have to work with full effort and without wavering. Now, when you
meditate with full effort, the viriya-iddhipada factor will arise.
You will understand this. But when you sit, all of you feel some
discomfort, don’t you?
D: Yes, sir, we
do.
S: Even if you are
aching and stiff, there is a place where there is no pain. There is
sleepiness, and there is also a place where there is no sleepiness.
What do you do when you are drowsy?
D: I go to sleep,
sir.
S: Do you ever get
enough sleep?
D: Yes, sir, I do.
S: But you sleep every
day, and now you want to sleep again? So you haven't actually had
enough yet. If you sleep every day, you will never get enough
sleep. So when you feel sleepy, make an effort to reach the place
where there is no sleepiness and then you will need no more sleep.
Get up and walk up and down. Keep your attention at the spot where
the air touches when you breathe in and out. If you keep it fixed
on this spot with full effort, at some time you will find the place
of no sleep. There is no "I shan't find it," there is only a "I
haven't got there yet." You will get it.
If you sleep and postpone meditation until you are rested, you
will wake up when it is light and there will be no time left to
meditate. I am just telling you what the Buddha taught. There is
nothing I know. Everything the Buddha taught is true.
All of you have to make a living, work, toil, and shoulder
burdens, don't you?
D: Yes, sir.
S: So let us be simple.
You breathe, don't you?
D: Yes, sir, we
do.
S: So, simply be aware
of the in-breath, the out-breath and the point below the nose where
the air touches. It goes in and out without interruption, doesn't
it?
D: Yes, sir, that's
right.
S: Only when your
attention wanders away is the continuity broken. And then, don't
allow your attention to follow the breath. Your attention should
always remain with this small spot. When you keep your attention
there at the spot, your respiration will become soft and subtle.
Once it has become subtle, you don’t have to make it rough again.
The Buddha taught that we have to make the rough and harsh subtle
and fine. The Buddha didn't say that we should make the subtle
rough. When you feel the spot, touching it with your finger, your
attention will not wander to other objects. Can't you fix your
attention firmly on the spot with the breathing?
D: I can, sir.
S: Will greed, aversion
and delusion still arise when your attention is focused on the
spot? When you are well concentrated, even for a short moment, your
mind is cleansed of greed, aversion, and delusion for that short
moment. Can't you keep your attention fixed on the spot for a
longer time-span?
D: Yes, sir, I
can.
S: So, make a strong
effort and keep your attention here. If you keep it there, is there
any drowsiness or laziness disturbing you?
D: They don't come up,
sir.
S: But what will happen
if you reduce your effort?
D: Laziness will come
in, sir.
S: Sloth and laziness
will come and your concentration will become weak. This is because
you’re at the beginning; later it will improve. And then you should
view this laziness as a friend, not as an enemy, and you will get
used to it. Though it comes you will not get lazy any more. When we
feel sleepy, we say, "This is good. Now I want to find the place
where one doesn't feel sleepy quickly. Then there will be an end to
sleeping." Work, fix your attention firmly on the spot as I just
instructed you, and when your limbs ache, know: "The only way out
of this is to get to a place where there is no pain." Now, if the
discomfort becomes very intense, is it too difficult then? It is
not difficult. Don't worry about all this. Simply keep your
attention on the spot. Put it back on the spot. Don't allow it to
go away! If it runs away, you will never get to the place I just
told you about.
Though we can't avoid being offered food and having to eat it,
don't you think that we can keep our attention at the spot and eat?
Do you think you will make comments like, "Too much salt. Too
little salt," about the food that your wife, daughter,
granddaughter brought from home?
D: I wouldn't make that
sort of comment, sir.
S: So, if they offered
you food that was far too salty, would you become angry?
D: No, sir, I
wouldn't.
S: Do you think you
would even notice that the food had too much salt?
D: No, sir.
S: Why? Because you are
aware of something far better, so you don't notice their food. If
you get upset and angry about food, even though you are observing
the eight precepts, and you die at that moment of anger, where will
you go?
D: To the lower worlds,
sir.
S: If you work with
proper effort, not just superficially, will you even know whether
the food tastes good or bad?
D: No, sir.
S: Keep your mind
steadfastly focused on the spot. Your daily work needn't suffer. It
doesn't cost you anything. Others won't know about it. Will you
practise the Sitter's Practice[10] tonight? Keep your attention on
the spot and you will find it very easy. If you feel drowsy, or if
you are aching, say: "Good it has come early," and then concentrate
still harder on the spot.
If you reach the goal before drowsiness and discomfort come up,
so much the better. If these disturbances don't manifest
themselves, don't stop working, thinking, "If they don't even come
up now, there is no need to work to get to a place where they don't
exist." Just keep working.
Will you undertake the Sitter's Practice? Or will you, when
sleepiness and tiredness set in, change to another (of the four)
postures and reduce your effort?
D: We shan't reduce our
effort, sir.
S: All of you, or just a
few among you?
D: All of us, sir.
S: So, if you keep each
other company, so much the better. Now, then, undertake to carry
out the Sitter's Practice!
I'll say it in Pali, you repeat after me: Seyyam patikkhippami,
nesajjikangam samadiyami.[11]
(I shall abstain from lying down. I undertake the sitter's
practice.)
You may think, "It wasn't right that we just gave in to
sleepiness in the past." Well, now you have undertaken the Sitter's
Practice, and I think it is for the first time isn't it?
D: Yes, sir, the first
time.
S: This is the weapon.
With this weapon you can fight your battle. With this weapon you
will be victorious. If you fight with a pillow as a weapon, you
cannot win.
I shall tell you a story you probably already know. At the time
of the Buddha, there was a rich lady who owned a big estate. When
she became old, she distributed the inheritance among her children.
But the children, after receiving the money, didn't care for their
mother any more. She was not treated well in the houses of her sons
and daughters and she was in distress.
When she was about eighty or ninety years old, the neighbours
had her ordained as a nun (bhikkhuni),[12] as they couldn't bear to
see her poverty and suffering. When the nuns of her nunnery were
invited for alms food to a house one day, they all went. Only Sona
Theri,[13] our old woman, had to stay back because she was too old
to go along.
Before they left the nunnery they said to Sona Theri, "You are
very old, you can't come with us. But fill the water pots for
drinking water, and those for washing hands and feet, so that
everything is ready when we return, and also prepare some hot
water.
But this nun was very old. To carry the water she had to use a
small pot, and as she was working away, she got very tired. But she
didn't rest. She forced herself to do what she had been ordered to
do. Because she overworked herself, she fell down between the water
pots, and couldn't lift herself up any more. She wasn't pretending;
she was exhausted from carrying water.
She ha