It is not that it is not there. It is there, but in Buddhism we
say "body-mind drop off".
If you relax into present
experience in that fashion, the separate-self sense will uncoil;
you will stop standing back from life; you will not have
experience, you will suddenly become all experience; you will not
be in here looking out there in here and out there are one,
so you are no longer trapped in here.
And so suddenly, you are not in the bodymind. Suddenly, the
bodymind has dropped. Suddenly, the wind doesnt blow on you, it
blows through you, within you. You are not looking at the mountain,
you are the mountain the mountain is closer to you than your own
skin. You are that, and there is no you just this entire luminous
display spontaneously arising moment to moment. The separate self
is nowhere to be found.
The entire sensation of weight drops altogether, because you are
not in the Kosmos, the Kosmos is in you, and you are purest
Emptiness. The entire universe is a transparent shimmering of the
Divine, of primordial Purity. But the Divine is not someplace else,
it is just all of this shimmering. It is self-seen. It has One
Taste. It is nowhere else.
You are not looking at the mountain, you are the mountain the
mountain is closer to you than your own skin.
I have glimpses of this, although it is only a state where the
'bond' is temporarily suspended.
