After i left my school, my friends get lesser. Anyone is like so
busy, most of them, i cant stand their jokes.... feel so hurtful...
i have good friends too, both are at overseas now.... the other got
gf, then always not free......sian..... 1yr ago, i broke up with my
gf, feel so sad.... those happy memories keep flashing in my
head... haiz,,,,i really hope i can turn back time.... recently i
played games for 2weeks liao... getting bored also..... before
that, i keep practising drawing to improve my skills.......this
coming march i joining an online art competiton.... its my passion
and i feel better after expressing my feelings by drawing
something.... but i realised.... i will get bored doing the same
thing too, eventhough is my passion... i joined competition
just keep myself busy.... to have a temporay goal.... to forget
loneliness... at the same time to improve my skills.... better than
playing games or doing nothing.....sometime.... i feel like getting
a gf.... later i realised upkeeping a gf is tired also.... my ex...
always quarrel with mi...... now.... feel so aimless in life.... i
guess typing here makes me feel better.... haha.... better than
nothing.... tmr going to work... at least can talk to ppl liao...
but again,,, i will feel bored,,,, jialat,,,