there r alot of reasons why pple wan to become monk...some wanna
become monk for the sake of becoming monk nt sincerely which is
wasting time...like i heard a long phor scolding somebody...why u
wan to become monk, and he cant ans the quest, the long phor said
did u learnt anything? tt person went uhhhhhhh, the long phor
scolded him for wasting time...tt person actually was a monk before
n wanted to be one again...
For me why i become monk...I was nt a buddhist...I was mischivious
get into alot of troubles wif the law..Until i met my master, he
seem to tell me many things which i got shock...ask me wan to
become monk to give blessings to my parents anot, transfer
merits...tts the only thing i can give to my parents..monetary wise
wun be able to repay finish 1...when i heard of tt i straightaway
agreed...First time become monk becos of tt...wad was unexpected
the monks there kinda like me, taught me alot of things like
meditation, and prayers...I prayed for forgiveness for the life i
taken away...i cried....
Second time was my mom was going to serve the another batch and
have a break in thailand so i thought since my mom is going, why nt
i be monk to give her blessing directly instead...so i went again n
become monk... the chief monk pull me around the temple introducing
me to the other senior monks.
One day one of the senior monk ask me to sit in the front row
during evening prayer and without warning he pushed the mic infront
of me to let me chant the evening prayers, i reject the offer but
he insisted...wah lau the whole temple can hear my voice but after
a while i dunno how to read i pass back, so embarrassing...But i
felt good cos i juz become a monk n not many pple got the chance to
lead the prayer
