Kapleau:
In your past forty years, have you already found the secret of life
that you have been looking for?
Lee:
The secret that I have found can be expressed in a few words, i.e.
"All sentient beings are originally being Buddha."
Kapleau:
May I ask what is the origin of Buddha?
Lee:
The origin of Buddha, in terms of the terminology of Buddha - that
is the enlightenment of life.
Kapleau:
Is life itself being mystical or ordinary?
Lee:
Life is the most ordinary, the most practical, nothing mystical
about.
Kapleau:
Can you give some examples to show what is the natural way of
life?
Lee:
Why would people live unpleasantly? It is because he had lost the
original, natural and liberated mentality. The original is eternal;
truth must be original. As long as one could recover up to
approximating the original mentality (impossible to be exactly the
same), his life would become very pleasant.
Kapleau:
If you were going to die now, what would you do?
Lee:
I want to add one word first: At present, the mentality that
enables us to do conversation is not the original mentality;
instead, it is similar to the rendered functions of a computer
after being filled with data. Once I had left the current life,
would return to the original state of life.
Kapleau:
After returning to your origin, what kind of mentality is it
like?
Lee:
Ordinary, I would never discuss this question. But since Master
Kapleau coming from afar, I could talk about it.
After having washed and brushed clean the polluting stuff that was
originally not being existent in the mind; when he is living in
this societ, it is still only a conditional nirvana; instead of
being absolutely fulfilled.
No matter how good a practitioner Master Kapleau you are, master
Kapleau, this life is still not being absolutely fulfilled. Only
after we have got rid of the body and returned to the original
state of life, would then be absolutely fullfilled.
Here I would like to modify a word of Dicare, " I think, hence I
exist." Once people return to the original state of life, he would
no longer think, instead, it is, " I aware, hence I exist." That
self-awareness has only brightness. If Master Kapleau had ever read
the " Heart Sutra," the words of the "Heart Sutra," is the
description for those who have returned to their original state of
life.
Kapleau:
Can you reveal the true "I"?
Lee:
If you want me to reveal, I can only say that: please you take a
look.
Kapleau:
May I ask that could Mr. Lee show the original face before being
born by the parents?
Lee:
You sit right in front of me; should feel it very
clearly.
Kapleau:
That is true, but are you sure that you have seen the original face
before being born by the parents?
Lee:
Surely I do.
Kapleau:
According to the meaning of this word, has Mr. Lee already got
enlightened?
Lee:
Exactly. What I want to add is: ordinary people would usually not
admit it; why would I dare to admit? Because: enlightenment is
everybody's duty. Nothing special. Everybody should get
enlightened. If not asking for enlightenment it would then be
personally willing to be covered up.
Kapleau:
Yes, we should get enlightened. For the sake of individual, for the
sake of the mankind, we are obliged to get enlightened. But we
should not say that, " I have already got
enlightened."
Lee:
Your word is quite right. Because: I talked about getting
enlightened is because you had asked me. If you had not asked me, I
would never have said it. Moreover, when I was answering this
question, I was very troubled. Because Chinese people are very
modest, how could I say that I have got enlightened?
But if I said that I did not get enlightened, then would somewhat
be undermining myself, nor being honest to other people. Therefore
I would just go straight ahead to say that that I have got
enlightened.
Why did I say so? It is because you have so asked. Why did I add
that getting enlightened is not a big deal? Because I think getting
enlightened has nothing mystical about.
Kapleau:
What kind of spiritual condition do you have when you were getting
enlightened?
Lee:
I must say, most people would think that getting enlightened means
finding something mystical, having something special, or finding
something big theory.
None of these! An enlightened person absolutely has nothing
special, nor finding out whatever big theory. Because: The truth is
ordinary and general. Therefore, getting enlightened is not
something that is a groundbreaking big event.
This can be explained by separating it into two pieces. First, when
I got enlightened, I found that me and other people are not two
things; it is just like what Buddhism has said, "Non-dualistic of
the self and the others, and the equality of sentient beings and
Buddha." Second, what I had found is only the eternal phase of
life.
Kapleau:
You have said very well, but could you use language to describe the
experience of being getting enlightened?
Lee:
I would now ask you one word as my reply. When you are sitting in
front of me and talking, and when you are talking with someone
else; what is the difference in mental felling?
Kapleau:
I feel that there is no difference at all between you and me; nor
is there any difference between me and each of you who sits
here.
Lee:
Since you have said so, your words would exactly be my
reply.
Kapleau:
There is a proverb saying, "Since the ancient era, originally there
is nothing exists," is it right?
Lee:
Surely it is.