hey...after reading all these, i realised that it's not only me
who experience such problems in my previous company, huh...
things like, suddenly taking away bonus...bad management and
stuffs.
but it makes me think too, are we the ones who are expecting too
much and complaining too much?
i don't know...i always try to look at the employer's point of view
too, and i endured some management problems and always did my
best.
i felt i was taken for granted too...like, my efforts are never
recognised, and i'm always maligned for things by one group of
colleagues...
i was on very good terms with my manager. we have lunch or dinner
together sometimes, and i asked her for some advice in dealing with
some work problems since i'm new to the working society. and she
always tell me that i'm doing very well and the boss admires my
work, although i have always felt that the boss didn't really like
me. but this kept me motivated and distracted from my 'bad'
colleagues for awhile.
but one day, i kana sabo-ed by my colleague again, and the boss
yelled at me across the room, and everyone could hear it. everyone
looked at me. and my this particular colleague was like hiding his
smile like that. damn sian to see his face. this happened while a
new staff whom i taught a few days ago was around too. i tried to
explain to the boss. the boss asked me to go home. i just suddenly
lost all the motivation i had.
when i was packing my things, i was thinking, "when the company was
very busy, i always worked long hours without OT pay, worked public
holidays without any extra pay or off days, work on average 11.5
hours, 6 days a week...and this is what i get? and why the
colleague want to do this to me? when he was new, i also intro-ed
him to everyone, talked to him all these to make him feel
comfortable..." don't know la. just felt that my nicety was quite
stupid. kana taken advantage and bullied lor. haiz.
when i was about to leave, my boss shouted at me to come back.
(maybe he suddenly realise that there wasn't enough ppl to work
that day if i left...i'm always doing work of many ppl...haiz.
multi tasker.) like what the hell. i was already holding back my
tears. so i just left, and went to the washroom and cried.
next day, my friend intro me another job. so i never returned to
that company. i sent in my resignation letter.
but sometimes, i still wonder if i was too...weak? i always wonder
if it were other more experienced ppl...would they think i was
useless? little bit also cannot endure like that...what do you
think? please advise me, senpai!!! by the way, i have worked there
for about 9months only..>"< lousy ba.
