its the painful thought that i cannot pass my waitress the gift
i got her~~~~
AAAAAARGH~
otherwise i don't mind pushing thailand aside for paid shoots
because money comes first... in this case, i better earn my money
back through my investments!!!
if i go to thailand, i need at least 1K.
so if i get last minute small shoots, i will surely get 1K.
i'm praying hard for a big one where i earn 3K and i dun worry
about the money spent on the equipment AND i go to thailand
I'm sure your waitress acquaintance won't mind waiting a little
longer to receive your present to her.
And, given the quality and creativity I've seen in the images
you've occasionally posted here, I don't think you'll have any
problems securing the $1K in photoshoot revenue needed to fund the
trip to Thailand. But that's just my opinion. 
