Alot of people planned and work so hard for the future that they
forgotten to live for today, until at their deathbed, then they
realised they have not lived at all.
You have to identify what things that makes u happy, those simple
things and achievable types, ie for me is good books, fun puter
games, occassional beer/wine, etc etc, even a sunny day with good
breeze makes me very happy.
In other words, why put yourself under undue pressures to achieve
the difficults, while there'r tiniest things whicn bring joy and
peace in your life without much effort.
So chill out and relax k, life is too short to warranty long
worries.