well, gotta start with apologies... to cammy 
i've been outta sorts lately.. which is why i took leave.. i felt
it coming..
once in a while, i get kinda outta sorts.. where i'm like a half a
step behind, or totally not there..
being on leave, allows me to vege and not do a thing and not get
into any trouble being outta whack..
well, yesterday, was saying i needed to get a DVD for choco,
reminded myself the whole day.. and guess what? i just walked out
of the house without it!
then later that night, to my eternal shame, i said to the 2 dudes,
let's walk cammy to the taxi.. was distracted and totally lost.. as
in, i forgot what i was going to do.. and poor cammy went to get a
cab alone 
later that night, i thought i was going to take another way home
after dropping off the mutantdude.. ended up almost missing the
turn home.. but before, that, it was worse! i fell asleep at the
wheel momentarily.. and was weaving about 
today, i decided to sleep in.. and boy did i sleep in...
went to church, telling myself i was going to Ma Kuang to get some
needles stuck in my back.. and told the folks to leave dinner lying
around too.. and after Mass, i just came home.. instead of going to
Ma Kuang... i can even remember telling myself as i went to the car
after Mass to buy some parking coupons at the shops... but totally
slipped my mind...
i wonder what kind of things i'll forget again before my brain
starts to work..
maybe it's the mental fatigue coupled with a lack of
caffeine?
anyone goes through these things?
or am i just getting senile in my old age and decrepitude?
