Dear retrolover80,
I've no wish to know whether you are a clone or not. Everybody who
come to seek solace here will be treated with utmost
sincerity.
I have no idea what you told that special someone of yours.
However, I think that you are feeling very remorseful now. Don't
think about the past anymore. Thinking would not help a thing. Try
to do things to savage the relationship, if possible.
If not, then don't force it. Don't drag the pain any further.
Someday, you are gonna wake up and think to yourself, "Why did I do
all these for?"
It may hurt at times. But time will numb everything. Once you are
numb, the pain will not feel as intense anymore. This feeling sux.
But sometimes, this may be the best way out for something that you
have no control over.
