I know everyone has prolly heard to incidents like this a
million times. But it happened to me the first time, and i have
mixed emotions. would love to hear the feedback.
i caught my gf makin out with a guy last night at a beach party.
we went in a group, and soon enuff we got very high. my gf
was super tipsy. somewhere through the middle of the night, she and
her fren went to queue up at the bar fer drinks. my gf was in her
micro mini 2 piece(basically a bikini top that was 2 sizes smaller
and a bikini bottom that was a thong, so u can imagine everything
spilling out in all places!). immediately 2 white guys hit on them
when they joined the queue. after a few minites the fren comes back
to grab her wallet and i turn around to check on my gf.
just as i turned i caught my gf locking lips with one of the
guys! i sprang from my seat but instantly stopped dead in my
tracks. i was rather aroused than angry. not jealous at all. i
stood and watched. just to side track, my gf is super shy in
nature, when it comes to men, but super open when it comes to
dressing(explains her thongs in public). so that showed that she
was super high prolly even drunk. fer a brief 2 seconds, he slipped
his hands on her left boob and grabbed it., and i saw his right
hand slide down to her exposed butt cheeks. they stopped when it
was their turn to place the orders.
obviously she was extremely tipsy. while ordering, he had his
hands on her ass and she never budged. he whispered smth into her
ears and after collecting their drinks, he whisked her to the back
of the bar. i followed suit. its was empty and quiet, but not dark
nor secluded. they placed their drinks down and he threw himself on
her. i cd see heavy tongue action goin on. i was rooted in my
position. i cdnt react excpt watch him gobbling her down. he didnt
wait to pull down her bikini top, which was already moved from its
original position cause of his boob-grab(meaning to say her left
nipple was slightly visible from the top of the bikini). so my gf
was now topless, oblivious to the fact that there was a grp of guys
further down watching everything. she was clearly drunk. the next
scene shocked me to the roots. while he was fondling her boobs, she
slid her fingers into his shorts and started fondling! immediately
he slipped his into her bottoms. it lasted fer a whole 5 mins only,
but that was the longest 5 mins of my life. she then backed away
pulled her bikini up grabbed her drink spoke smth to him gave him a
peck on the lips and came back towards our table. i ran back to my
table and pretended that nth happened. she staggered to the table
sat on my lap at started kissing me.
i havnt confronted her about this, dunno if i should. i dunno if
she would remember anth, given the fact that she passed out after
the party! everytime i think about it, i get a slight erection. so
that means i aint angry, not jealous. but is that normal? thats the
question. is it ok to feel like this? i said she is super shy with
men, but when she drinks she's overly sociable(she had like 5 other
white guys trying to get a piece of her body either at the dance
floor or at the bar or at the pool, until her fren would pull her
away) also, i found it weird that the fren whu came back to the
table to grab her wallet never went back to join the queue, neither
did she go look fer my gf. so cd this have been planned? but that
thought gets me more more aroused in fact!
now i only feel like bringing her to more beach parties and
getting her drunk and allowing her to mingle and be put in a
compromising situation, like leaving her alone in the pool or at
the bar fer a while. she gets hit on pretty often, and her
provocative dress sense combined with her sociability would attract
any man. then sit back and watch her being manhandled by
smeone.
what do u people think? is this normal? am i normal in my
thoughts?