I am usually like that k...
last time I broke up with my ex, I was in an "abnormal" state for
more than a month, until I met Emperor...
Oh well, I guess maybe he does appear in my life for a reason...to
help me get over my ex, and helped me to move on, and bring some
very memorable memories into my life...
I dunno if he is reading this, but I bear no grudge over what have
happened, maybe it is for the best and I hope he will find his true
happiness out there 