renorenal SG Okay lor... not that bad... sigh... suddenly dunno why for no reason feel damn lonely...
renorenal SG Aih... I have to think also about the possibilities they will be trashing me with... scarlee something unexpected...
renorenal SG eh, where got dun wan... i meant me lonely in the hospital the whole afternoon and night and just now lor... felt my speed was a little slow and I almost shouted at one MA... wat's wrong with me man...
alexkusu SG u think of negative possibilities or positive ones. Honestly I would love to go in ur place. cheer up, there r worse things in life rite?
renorenal SG I really hope so man... come to think of it, I am actually damn lowdown compared to them... sigh... my thinking is distorted liau too...
LazerLordz SG terrible day indeed..do unwind and take a few minutes to meditate etc..helps to calm your mind.
alexkusu SG seems like by thinkin of sat nite affected ur thoughts ah i tot to be faster, jus inject more adrenaline? no?
renorenal SG There are two weaknesses I have... to be left out in the circle and to be trashed around (means of talking bad in front of me indirectly)... I really can't stand it... I would have this kinda feeling of lousiness and unacceptedness so to speak, and it gives me this disability to speak well and I'd freeze easily..
alexkusu SG go home, find every mushy mushy posts a certain *ahem* someone made towards u, print it out n bring along to ur date. Wen u get bored, jus read it..im sure it will perk u up that that certain sumone cares bout u
renorenal SG Yeah... aih... no time to meditate... been rather a busy and cranky day... hope the rest of the night will be peaceful...
