there're many things to consider. during the time when i was
terminally ill, the cell group was there for me.
but what happened after that was that something happened during the
times i was sick in bed and not attending services for months and
they were quite secretive to me about those things. and when i got
back, there're many things for me to catch up on. not only the
doctrines, the path the church is going, but also, the people and
the cell group...
well, i feel like they want my privacy but refuses to tell me
something instead.. smth i wanted to know for the sake of
integrating into the cell.
