yes...I dun mean me going around to tell them...I want them to
find out by their ownself...
when i got the success back in SPM, i never tried to go and
personally inform everyone...but oh well it was on the papers...but
i never asked for that either...
so u can see, i used to be very successful back then, and to
plummet into this state I am in now, it is just...humiliating to me
at least. and it does humble me down a lot.