i used to love this guy a lot, the one who nearly became my
bf... up till this date, all that has happened i can remember
vividly, and with all the details intact. all those conversations.
i can remember all the laughter and the tears.
but i cannot remember exactly how i felt in those situations. i
KNOW i must be depressed, i KNOW i was deeply in love. but now, i
just cannot FEEL those emotions anymore... it's as though i have
never loved at all... no matter how hard i try to remember, i
cannot dig up those feelings i must have buried deep deep
down...
if i see him again, i will remember him as a very special person in
my life. once. but he will probably only get a faint smile from me.
and i will just continue in my own path.
