
at least ur parents called.
my mom....... she can't be bothered to.
when i was stayin with my aunt, not once did she called to look for
me during my 6 mths stay with them.
imagine chinese new year eve hor, my aunt had to chase me out of
the house 
and now... she can't wait for me to get married, so that i could
move all my stuff out of her sight, and she can have more room to
put her rubbish.

sometimes, i rather my mom call n nag at me den showing
indifference..
chances are, when she do call, i'd get annoyed

it's really funny how when i'd be sim tia when nel's mom's ill, but
so..... indifferent when my own biological mother is ill.

i can't quite remember what family warmth is like until i moved to
my aunts.... and when i moved back to mom, i forgot about it all
over until recently.
it hurts to see someone else treating me better, doting me more
than my own mother.
