lost not destroyed or made non-existent lah, as in she is lost
to shinta forever 
nellie slowly regains conciousness to find herself in a dark cave.
she gets up and makes out a glimpse of light, she heads towards the
light.
she ambers towards the light for an indeterminant amount of time
till she reaches its source, a computer screen!!
A bear sits in front of the computer screen eating chocolate.
suddenly nellie feels an unnatural yet overwhelming urge to feed,
she pounces upon the bear and sticks a straw(found in her pocket)
into its jagular vein and commences suking. the bear struggles
mightily, but is unable to free itself, it eventually loses it
strength and sinks to the floor unconcious.
meanwhile shinta.......
