short intro...
well i'm 22 this year...i just ORD from NS in Sep. After i ord,
got a job in an event management co. since my friend recommended
me. But lotsa manual labor to do n it was quite stressful, n i
didn't really liked it, so i quit after bout a month.
Then i slacked around till now. Still unsure if i should further my
studies locally or get a full time job. My parents will only
sponsor bout half or less for my school fees.
Anyway i always like to wear feminine clothings secretly in the
confines of my bedroom since my poly school days...n imagined i'm a
woman. But i didn't crossdressed too often coz there was always
many projects, assignments, exams to study, n therefore schoolwork
probably distracted me, haha. Which is a good thing actually
Anyway, since i ORD in sep n left the company since nov...i have
been pretty much doing nothing at home. Decided to take a break
ever since. Still in the midst of deciding whether to further my
studies or work.
With so much free time in my hands, i naturally crossdressed, since
its a diehard hobby of mine. LOL. My parents n elder sister r
always at work, n so i delved deeper into my feminine self.
And now it seems i have dived deeper into the pit of femininity n
it seems to be no turning back. My god...feeling quite confused
now.
And another thing was, 2 months ago, i lied to my sister that my
church needed donations of old clothings for the poor in other
countries. Lol n behold she empties her wardrobe n purged more than
half of the clothes she doesn't want to wear.
I lied that i'm gonna haul them all to the church, but then
actually i gone thru the clothes n kept about half of it. I kept
those nice ones. Some r like brand new...i don't understand why
woman have to buy so much clothes which they hardly wear.
So i'm actually crossdressing in my elder sister's old
clothes..yeah they fit pretty well, thank god i have a lean figure
n my sister is about a female size M. Lots of singlet n spaghetti
tank tops, minishorts n skirts. clubbing dresses, some formal
office wear.
Yeah but i had to buy my own female shoes since my sister's size
7 shoes doesn't fit my humongous size 9s.
And for the rest of the unwanted clothings, i conveniently dumped
them at the salvation army. yeah i belong to a church but after i
enterred ns, i stop going n have not contacted my church mates ever
since.
n when i crossdressed in my sister's old clothes, i feel kinda
guilty. She thinks she had donated her unwanted clothings for a
good cause, but actually i m wearing them.
some nights i have nightmares about my sister n parents finding out
the dirty habit of mine. N one episode of the nightmares has her
screaming over me for putting on her clothes n asking why have i
gone to such a state.
This is scary shit.
