when i was 5, i was very scared of does bigbig moths and stuff
that flew into the house after it rained...then i oways refuse to
bathe, brush my teeth, go toilet at night after it rains
so one fine night my mom turned on the lites of the toilet, locked
me in there with all the flying thingies 
and the more i screamed, the more she wouldnt
let mi out. so she oni let me out after i was quiet for quite a
while (haha. for all she knows, i could have been so traumatized i
had died and therefore i no longer made any noise)
yeah. im not scared of them anymore. but i have oso lost the
ability to scream 
hmm....cane, slap, nag, scold, yell, emotional blackmail all oso
have before. haha~
