im feeling damn pissed right now.need an outlet to vent my
frustrations.
i was supposed to play for this stupid gig this friday(youth
day).2 days ago X asked me to play together with him(and his
friends)i said ok i let him choose the songs.i had to wait until
11pm just to get the fucking list of songs to learn.nvm i learn
until 2am.so i asked when jamming and he said soon.2 days later he
still havent contacted me.
i just found out its because the drummer dont want to play with
me.i was like wtf?i have never even talked to the drummer before
and he doesnt like me??really fucking wasted all of my time.
and just to play for them i had to quit the band i was forming
with my closer friends.i have wanted to play with X for quite
awhile now.i have to admit he is very good,but his personality is
really lousy.
lastly to add on im feeling super depressed
because i really like this girl and she likes me too but its just
impossible between us for a certain reason.i just
have no mood to do anything now.dont even feel like going to school
tomorrow.
thanks for listening.feel abit better now.
what reason? parents dun approve?