LOL.
Go see a shrink TS. you have just wasted my time in viewing your
thread.
Accept your fate in life and everything will be well.
Do not dwell on comparing yourself with foreigners. Some
foreigners come from first world countries too. Singapore is a safe
city compared to majority of the cities in the world.
Before you see a shrink, i'd recommend you to talk to yourself
in front of the mirror..or rather..go talk to the mirror.