Can you just decide what you really want? This ding-dong-ing is
just a complete waste of time.
whoa lau, i already decided liao leh.....
i'm going to study at that ITE part-time course in Jan 2010 and
read design and drawing books in the meantime. i even reserved one
book from library awaiting collection.
since the course starts Jan 2010, by the time i finish, will be
2012, so i'll be around 28 yrs old. VERY OLD LIAO!!!!!!! 
so i need to work very hard during next 2 years and build up my
portfolio, so that by the time i finish at 28, i can start on a job
faster.
for those of you guys out there who are young etc., PLS DO NOT
FOLLOW IN MY FREAKING FOOTSTEPS.
i'm going to Victoria Theatre to collect "Singapore Biggest
Failure 2009 Award" next month. 
and ForbiddenSinner, since u say you're a trainee teacher, then
maybe u can tell your future students my story to inspire them to
study hard.
if i can turn back the time to 1999 (the year where i totally
SCREW UP my life), then i won't be where i am now. 