that's why i said subconsciously.
just that the busy-ness of life distracts you since every one of
us thinks that we have plenty of tomorrows.
until when out of the blue, someone close to us dies, or
contracts cancer or something, then we realise that we are all
mortal, and that life is very short, then we start thinking about
what happens after we die, and if there is a God.
spoken from experience. =/
Some are seeking god subconsciously, but not all
are.